2009 :)

This is my 2008 resolutions ( From my blog achieve)
2008 Resolutions !!!

1) Improve grades ( pls... ) ----> i think i did it in my final sem. Finally..

2) Increase weight ( not on my face)---> Not really significant.

3) All ppl that i care live happily n healthy --> This is an everlasting wish every year.

4) Peace

5) Travel --> Yup, My first backpacking trip to Bangkok. Short and sweet.

6) Learn some new skills --> yeah, social dance, jazz, harmonica but all half past six.

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For 2009

My graduating year. My first step to the real working life. and i know this year is going to be an eventful year. Well, my resolutions and wishes are simple.

-Found a job i like, so i would enjoy the working life.
-All ppl that i care live happily n healthy . I said: this is an everlasting wish.
- Travel; with my family.
- Have a peaceful FYP.
- One very important wish: Family & Friends that I cherish have their dreams come true. I bet you guys will luv me for this. Treat me makan if your dream comes true.

Before the dawn of 2009

Before the Dawn of 2009

Time flies... Can't imagine 2008 is going to the end. It passes so fast that i didnt realise.
2008 is a memorable year to me. The first time to go backpack. First time take flight.

Yet, many things happened in 2008, in this world . Nature disaster. China Poisonous milk powder. The economic crisis that drags on. Obama as US president. Many more incidents which worsen the world.

And among frens. I would say it's like a U-turn back to the starting point. Not yet understand the meaning behind it, but realise people change, friends change, and mindset will change too. Sometimes, you starting to doubt the real person of your friend. I'm getting immune to these changes. In fact, I would rather say, friends are important to me; but not the most important person.

And to summarise my holidays. Believe it or not, i finish 3 "Season" of Heroes in the month of Dec. =p, and many more movies which I would update when free. If I have any power to choose, forget about Sylar or Peter abillity, just a particular power to choose from, I think I will pick 'the master of times and space' =D. Then, i can fix any mistakes from the past. Great !

Just list out the movies I had watched in this Dec.
1. Twilight
2. Madagascar 2
3. 1408
4. The Orphanage
5. Bolt
6. Record
7. Harry Potter
8. can't remember

Lab.Life

Lab life is just like that. The first week in lab, not knowing well about the environment, not good PR, not pro in everything make me feel so helpless and stupid.

I'm trying. I hope my PhD guidance won't regard me as a troublemaker, i don't mean it. But seemed like I'm born with it. Kinda prone to mess thing up accidentally.

I will grab this chance to learn thing. I will. Maybe end up I like research work? A big question mark. Maybe that's is my last attempt. Who knows how's the ending. So, no matter I will be in this field or not. Keep learning to upgrade my skills. I know i got very lousy lab skill. So, whoever so sui to guide me, please put some patience.

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Went to Fortune Cuisine buffet (steamboat + bbq) for Chih Ping bday celebration. A nice place for dining frankly speaking. Great variety.Fresh food. and nice service. 9/10 overall. It's a lucky thing to sit with wg n jj n ky because I just sit there eat n eat n eat. They won't let me lay a finger in doing the bbq core job, great! Wat's more, sitting with a carnivore group makes the buffet worth any penny of dollar. You just can't see any sign of vegetables, not even the cheap stuff like fishball, crabroll etc. what you can see is just plates of seafood. =) They really know how to eat and what to eat.

And it seemed like a long time since we last gathered to play angles and demons. I miss the times back in Year 1.

Ar. My final sem in NTU. Ending of my university life. so fast and yet so memorable. Let's make the final sem here beautiful and memorable =)

I finished 2 seasons of Heroes in 1 week. Amazing !

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Back to the little small island yesterday. No choice, if I dun start the project ASAP, I will either lazy to death at home or my supervisor ll come look for me. and I dun wan to bother my dear supervisor for that.

Bring mummy to Orchard road, together with 4 See siss , aunty siew jin n her boy. Orchard road looks nice, with the decorations and the atmosphere. Bring mummy to 'visit' the branded shops at Takashimaya. LV, Channel, Burberry... u name it, we go in. Quite funny to hear mum repeatingly saying,"aiyo, buy one bag, convert to RM, takes my whole month salary.. my goodness." could see she enjoyed touching those furred coat, dunno izit genuine or faked animal fur. ok, i promise if i earn big $ in future, I ll buy one for her.

Tomorrow will go in the lab. First day. New day. New experience. Hope to have a nice start =)

My dec holidays,
after all disappointment of not going Bkk,
was spent basically at home.reading.watching.eating.sleeping.playing
A movie, episode of drama every nite with ann zai.
Sudoku puzzles at free moment.I'm very determined to be Sudoku Queen, but turned out not so. Anyway, I solved 4 extreme difficult puzzles out of 100. Keep it up.
Reading Twilight.
Watching Heroes Season 1.
Occasionally helping mum of her worksheet.
Accompany dad for afternoon tea.
Drag ann along for late nite supper.
Force ann to learn car.
Find ways to kipnap a kitten home.
Invent new breakfast.
It seemed like a dull holiday.
But i know i ll miss it one day.
After 5 more months, I ll out to the working society.
During this economic crisis.


And so relunctantly, I promise myself to start FYP research asap. I will. Dun worry
And job hunting too.

I'm sad.
Can't go bangkok, the trip i planned months ago.
when i yearn for a chance to bring my parents.

arghhh... A bad Dec,
Bangkok airport close
mumbai terrorists attack.
economy downturn
Izit a bad sign to the coming 2009??

I pray
Everything will be alright.

One fine evening, I sat by the balcony, looking around at the resort-like hall, if i were to forget the opposite room staying that unshameful gal. (yes, I'm staying in hostel with shared balcony :p).

Suddenly, I felt so fortunate at the moment. I'm lucky to have a chance staying in this hall. I'm lucky to study in NTU ( eventhough SBS sucks quite lot). I'm lucky to meet my dear, soul friends. I'm lucky to be in the See Family Pte Ltd. I have everything i need and yet sometimes I'm complaining.

Life should be easier without worries. But if without an aim, ur life seems meaningless, but with an aim yet can't achieve it, ur life is miserable. Where is the balance point? No one can tell the answer, because you can't say: Just let go and pursue ur dream. If you are burdenless, fine, you can go on to do wat you want. But when there's so many things on the way waiting for you to settle and to take on the responsibility, it is not that easy to just say: let go.

Life is good if I look at the good side even in the midst of problems. I would still want to live with aims, so that, I could have some stories to tell when I'm old.

Ok, back to book. Still have 4 papers on the way. Enjoy the exams, like wat Ravi said.

Myself

Harmony-seeking Idealist (HI) ???

In order to noe more abt myself, I did a personality test. A 5 minute test to know I'm A Harmony-seeking idealist ... =)

( A rather long post, skip it if you don't like)

It says I need to ans a few question.

First: Am I an extrovert or Introvert?

The following statements apply more to me:
I need a lot of time alone.
I can concentrate on the matter in hand.
I am more the reserved type and approach new relationships carefully.
I think things over intensively before I act. ( should be: My sis said I need a rather long time to make decision)
I am not one for large parties; I prefer a quiet evening with just a few good friends. (yes!)
I like to spend my spare time alone and to daydream. (Definitely)
Very few know what I really think.
I am not easily worked up.
My idea of a dream holiday is more a solo trip; perhaps to a lonely island or a trekking trip in the mountains. (not really: prefer dua/tiga close fren along. Plus, I DON"T LIKE HIKING)
If something weighs on my mind, I would sooner try to sort it out for myself.(Looks like)

***You are the introverted type.****

Second: Am I a sensor or intuitive?

The following statements apply more to me:
When making decisions, I mostly let myself be guided by my intuition. ( think so, i believe my intuition)
I do not like it when everything is exactly foreseeable.
I give problems considerable thought in order to find solutions. (yes, that's why take a long time)
I prefer to work theoretically.
I need my own personal space and a lot of time to myself.
I enjoy starting something new - I quickly become bored with old projects.
One could almost say that I have a philosophical streak.
I prefer to work roughly - but the result is usually still okay.
I am always searching for new ideas and improvement possibilities. (ya)
I think a lot about the future. (yes.. )

**You are the intuitive type. **

Third: Thinker or Feeler?

The following statements apply more to me:
I mostly base my decisions on my instinct. (yes yes)
I like working with people and have no difficulty empathizing with them and being responsive to them.
I try not to hurt others with my words.
I tend to concentrate more on the positive sides of a person and do not find weaknesses to be so bad.
I am always the first person people call if they have something new to tell.
I am rather sensitive and am quickly hurt. (yes, so don't hurt me =`( )
I quickly sense when something is being said between the lines.
I try to avoid disputes because harmony is very important to me.
I listen to my feelings.
Feelings are important and should always be shown.


You are the feeling type. --> This is a bit contrary, I think 'am a thinker too.. based on my feeling, i think...

The following statements apply more to me:
I prefer to plan everything in advance.
One thing after the other. (Definitely; don't throw too much things for me at the same time)
I am normally punctual and reliable - I do not like it when others are unpunctual.
First work then pleasure. (sure: I like to enjoy last after work, that's why called relaxation)
I prefer everything to be in its right place.
I like to make quick, clear decisions and expect the same of others. ( my sis said i make slow decision... emm)
I need order and structure and it gets on my nerves if people do not stick to arrangements.
I plan my work carefully so that there is no hectic rush at the end. ( not exactly carefully...
I already know exactly what I will be doing next weekend.
I mostly do things I do not like doing first so that I have them behind me. (yes, finish off and never touch it again)


SOO... I'm a Harmony Seeking Idealist =)

Harmony-seeking Idealists are characterised by a complex personality and an abundance of thoughts and feelings. They are warm-hearted persons by nature. They are sympathetic and understanding. Harmony-seeking Idealists expect a lot of themselves and of others. They have a strong understanding of human nature and are often very good judges of character. But they are mostly reserved and confide their thoughts and feelings to very few people they trust. They are deeply hurt by rejection or criticism.

Harmony-seeking Idealists find conflict situations unpleasant and prefer harmonious relationships. However, if reaching a certain target is very important to them they can assert themselves with a doggedness bordering on obstinacy.

Harmony-seeking Idealists have a lively fantasy, often an almost clairvoyant intuition and are often very creative. Once they have tackled a project, they do everything in their power to achieve their goals. In everyday life, they often prove to be excellent problem solvers. They like to get to the root of things and have a natural curiosity and a thirst for knowledge. At the same time, they are practically oriented, well organised and in a position to tackle complex situations in a structured and carefully considered manner. When they concentrate on something, they do so one hundred percent - they often become so immersed in a task that they forget everything else around them. That is the secret of their often very large professional success.


p/s: Anyone interested can go to this website: http://www.ipersonic.com/

I'm wondering...

Is human behaviour related to our genotype / phenotype? Can personality be explained in the point of view of genetic make-up? In other words, can mankind be manipulated by science, can behaviour be interpreted in science facts?

This may be the kind of questions I'm looking for the answer if I were have a chance to do research on. I'm curious on human behaviour and more, their personality. Once a report stated, our sexual illusion is depended on the level of hormone in our body, that is, this kind of protein, gene regulation can manipulate our mind to do or imagine something. We also say, there's some certainty that our IQ level is depended on our genetic. If we say someone, 江山易改， 本性难移, can it be related to our phenotype?

Art Combi Science. When there 's a cross point over these 2 curves, this is where we can explain human behaviour in scientific term. I'm learning to observe different human behaviours in different situations. Human behaviour is interesting in a way that there is an infinity answers to what and why a person acts so. I'm trying to understand how these observation serve to let me better judging a person. I believe, the most difficult thing to grasp is how to read a person's mind. That is the most interior part of every person as it does not provide u a definite answer, and how, we can make everyone be truthful to each other... that is a tough question.

Spend some time to observe your surrounding.. it might be fun

Tamade

Bloody Hell....
never seen such types of people,
Since you are smart enuf ( personally i think only academic wise)
Then DUN be Copycat, DUN use tricks to cheat people...
Please la, u got all the things u wan to be urs... so dun grab from others...
AND another thing, dun be so selfish, kiasu la...Hypocrite,

I hate hypocrite and copycats (those person who follow or copy ur work and apparently treat as their own ideas)

$%&^(&(*&)*_)... Bloody Hell...

Sys bio presentation

Sys Bio Presentation

Finally.... the presentation that took hell of my time ended..

Wuahahaha, I luv my groupmates, all of you, that have put in effort the finish the slides.

Though I read papers until wanna vomit ,

Though I'm getting sick to look at MFC,

BUT... I couldn't deny I enjoyed doing work together with our grps..

The nite b4 burnt nite oil at SBS CR... every single effort to improve our design.. no stress, everyone doing, chatting, n joking at the same times...Yes, that's called a group project.

So, let's u guys c our design model... Wuahahaha..

$$ Money Money Money $$

nowaday reading the newspaper, all is about the global economy going recession, bank brankrupt, retrenchment, money not enuf etc etc.

Actually, I'm not really understand how the economy flows, but 1 thing I dun understand is where has the money gone? The money can't just disappear from the earth rite? And human is the one to control of the money flow, but why human make themselves into an economy crisis?

So, I come out with a so-called ' Simple Money Flowchart' to investigate where the money gone?

See, if a company buys inventories or invest, that is $ outflow, but the $ is received by the suppliers. Same thing, if the company sells the inventories or share, they receive $ and the customers have $ outflow to the company. So, actually the $ is circulating, is just to different ppl. So when we ask the ques: Where did the money gone? The answer should be: The $$$ is always there, just circulated to different ppl. So, why there is an economy crisis when the money is always there?

Human is the one to control the system, money is just the object being used to facililate the transaction going on. If not enough money, that's the problem with human, becox U r the one to estimate how many new $ notes to print, U r the one that create inflation, recession. Becox human are selfish, we are unhappy if more $ is distributed to others: Etc, Country A plans to print more money notes, then other countries not happy becox u can't print extra money without we ourselves do so too. So, everyone not printing, then everyone has no $ received. That's the problem.

But then: Where's my $$$ gone too? Shit, still owning a loan to pay... I'm broke at this stage!! =(

Tired

I am tired of thinking abt my future.
I am tired of ppl asking have I started looking for job, what kind of job, what company n what salary i'm targetting at or even did any company head-hunted me. Sorry, I'm not the smart one, and I dun ever think I would be head-hunted.
I am tired of studies.

How much I wish someone can just offer me a job which suited me next sem , as I have yet found out what suited me at the moment.
How much I wish someone can sponsor me to travel around in exchange by publishing a travel diary ( I will be more than willing to accept it). ok, i know this is day-dreaming.
How much I wish I could be not worry about so much uncertainties.

think I'm getting driven away from Bio. Could not compare with the peers.. I could say if i just simply pin-point anyone from my batch, they can transverse their Bio knowledge so much better than me.. Felt so small, felt so invinsible.. Am i entering the wrong course or Am i getting more n more discouraged from the reality. Where is the former enthu, determined n perfectionist me? Ok, I now know the meaning of being disgraded.

Need to find a new source of motivation. My accounting lec said today: When there's a problem; ther ll be many solutions. Just depends on whether u found the solution or not. So, my next step will be: While on the way to find how my road is going to be, I have to enjoy the learning process. Grab as much skills n ability b4 getting out to the battlefield. Still have a long way to go. Give me some time n chance, to prove to myself and You who trust me.

Lyrics: what makes you different, makes you beautiful

"What Makes You Different (Makes You Beautiful)"- by Backstreet Boys

You don't run with the crowd

You go your own way

You don't play after dark

You light up my day

Got your own kind of style

That sets you apart

Baby, that's why you captured my heart

I know sometimes you feel like you don't fit in

And this world doesn't know what you have within

When I look at you, I see something rare

A rose that can grow anywhere (grow anywhere)

And there's no one I know that can compare

What makes you different, makes you beautiful

What's there inside you, shines through to me

In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need

You're all I need, oh girl

What makes you different, makes you beautiful to me

Hey, yeah yeah yeah

You got something so real

You touched me so deep (touched me so deep)

You see material things

Don't matter to me

So come as you are

You've got nothing to prove

You've won me with all that you do

And I wanna take this chance to say to you

What makes you different, makes you beautiful

What's there inside you, shines through to me

In your eyes I see, all the love I'll ever need

You're all I need, oh girl

What makes you different, makes you beautiful

You don't know how you touched my life

Oh in so many ways

I just can't describe

You taught me what love is supposed to be

It's all the little things that make you beautiful to me

Oh yeah, yeah

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I like the lyrics and music of this song very much.

I believe, beauty is not on the face; It is from your heart that makes you special and beautiful.

Sad

彷徨

That is!

As predicted, I'm going crazy.

I did study, I did do Sys bio research, but basically nothing much have been done. Weird. And the workload pilling up higher and higher.

But frankly speaking, the time I spent in playing, ya-ya-ing was greater than the time spent in doing work. So, the rest of the semester will be a disaster for me. I can foresee =(

Why was that I felt guilty after enjoying? There was a night I stared at viro journal but just couldn't do anything out of it. Sad... dun have motivation, dun have energy, dun have aspiration. Sadder... my little plant gone, died of typhoon, I even brought along fertilized soil from home to get it a new home. Saddest... I dare not imagine my life after this recess.

I am fine... just need some time to adjust myself, find new motivation and some space to complain. after all, this has been the endless time i complained abt .

Btw, today went to Marina Square with 1st n 3rd sis, and ve a glimpse on the F1 races. I must say it is fantastic the way they built the lighting (looked like brighter than day time), and how they plan the whole event. The engine sound was very terrible. Anyway, it was trilling whenever a car passed by, but it was too fast to be seen. Dun expect to see any racer faces, u just can't. Enjoy the engine noise and the atmosphere will be enuf. Just too many ppl , argh , staying in Sg dun ve privacy, whenever u go, there's ppl around you. Sg need more space, is good if Msia give up or sell a tiny bit of land to them, I ll be glad if they did. After all, the land ll be wasted lying there with a board stating" bumiputera land, CANNOT TOUCH'. I am sure Singapore will treasure it very much if they really got.

Mama Mia

~~~ Mamma Mia~~~~

You r the Dancing queen, young n sweet, only seventeen~~..
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life...o~~o~~

Yeah, Mamma mia~~ Always the favourite, ever-loved musical show on screen.
Step in the cinema, and sit down enjoy for a fabulous day. Mamma mia just have the charisma to attract everyone, every level of people. This was the musical show you definitely cannot miss.

A young girl looking for her father, from a choice of 3 possible dads. A wedding occasion that reunited 3 dads, the singing group- Donna and The Dynamoes with ABBA loving and sweet songs.

Although i did doze off for a few seconds during the movie ( Not becox of the movie, just too tired) but this is definitely an unforgettable movie.

** Enjoy a day out, with Mamma Mia~ **
It makes you dance, it makes you smile =D

Gone

GONE。。。。

Gone gone gone.. my recess week gone.....

sys bio project which like takes up the whole week.

viro review.. journal journal....Bio sci students damn pro in reading research papers, next time pass me a paper, i can find out the whole paper aim, obejective, conclusion, research target in just a blink of eyes. [I'm just exagerate, haven reach that level, but i think a few of our batch genius students ve reached that]

Then..wat else?? acc CA, send resume, FYP selection. Argh, dun feel like thinking abt it. Gonna remind myself to write down everything to be done n must do.

Anyway, manage to squeeze 2 days out to accompany my dad to Genting! =D. No matter how busy, must go back accompany my parents. Ok la, I admit I'm playful also. No matter how busy, I still have to fork out at least 45 minutes a day to watch 溏心风暴 2 ... wuahahaha.. vy nice. No matter how busy, I won't forget my promise date.. Mama-mia, Thai express.. here i come~~.

人生， 不只是为了生存， 还要为了生活。

活出自我， 活出真我。

七彩的人生， 就是我的目标。

不管多忙， 也不能忘了休息，娱乐。

所以，尽管玩吧！之后的事再来算。。。

Recess week 后，会看到不一样的我。

因为。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。

玩过火。疯了。。。。。。

SBS 是一个培育疯人的好地方 =D

Recess week 前，期待着

Recess week 中

玩着

Recess week 即将完毕

疯了。。

人

有个朋友对我说，我的EQ最近变低了，

常为了一些朋友间芝麻绿豆的小事生气，

不像平时的我。

我只能说，也许那才是真正的自己。

看上去是些小磨差，

而且对方也只不过是生活上的朋友，

并不能说是深交。

没必要气自己。

我气的是， 这事情让我看到人性的另一面，

朋友的定义， 以及被人冷落的感受。

我知道， 对人不能要求有回报，

我并不要求有什么物质上， 或利益上的需求。

我只是要求占据你心里小小的一点位子。

别怪我无情，别怪我无义。

我只是对人与人之间的那一份情，

少了些执著， 多了些戒备。

我不会做伤天害理， 背叛或陷害朋友的事，

能分享的， 我还是会拿出来，

能帮忙的， 我还是会义不容辞，

不管你是不是深交， 密友或只是普通朋友。

我还是我，

只是多了些成长的皱纹，

对这利益着重的社会对了些惆怅。

~~Some thoughts ~~

Back to Kt sweet home for the weekend and only realised Puasa had started. How I knew? Not by the news or parent, not by hearing from any Malay frens, but was from my own eyes. Hawkers, trading stalls filled the town area ( u must know, if KT is fulled with people, like a lively and prospering town, there must be something fishy going on). And so, the main town area, carparks had been blocked, those temporary food stalls, clothes, decorative items etc had replaced the former carpark lots, making hell of trouble to the people driving around, including ME! Pls, i just wanna to buy some necessaries, spare a lot for me!!

I'm not criticizing on the placement of stalls, I know the traders are earning a living too. In fact, I should be happy that KT seems to recover from the flood tragedy and business flowing in. But, somehow, I felt that the meaning of 'month of puasa' had been deviated. Isn't 'puasa month' supposed to be a period for ppl to realise the taste of hunger, in order to appreciate food and as a serving to the religion? But wat from my eyes, it created a situation that puasa month seemed to be a period where u 'starve' ur stomach in order for the feast waiting ahead everyday after 7pm? So, wat's the point?

I had seen ppl started preparing food for the nite feast from 2pm something, buying packed dishes from the food stalls etc, shopped the whole makan market. Then wat after the feast? Going supermarket buying stuff, preparing for Hari Raya, and this routine continues for the whole month. When the month supposed to be a taste of suffering, it seems to turn out be a month, emm.. ok, i would not further.(sorry for any offended statements, if any). The traffic made a trouble to the ppl too, luckily this yr the organizer made better planning, at least the food stalls are located at specific places. Not like previous yr, they located the stalls over the whole stretch of 'main trading roads', blocking ppl ways, typically like this is my 'Agong' road.=S

Erm...

Erm...

This morg supposes to be a beautiful, nice morning, but not after i checked my webmail.=(, was rejected by P&G student finance challenge program. I was not after the job offer at the first place, when u know u ve to compete with others first-class, dean list and finance specialist students, I just hope for a chance to interview or join the program, or at least boost my confidence that my qualification is not really that bad ( consolation, I noe my situation btw).

Ok, let's talk about other happy matters. So, my waltz n cha cha lesson is coming to the end, actually, i did enjoy the lessons, at least this is the first dance lesson i endure to the very end n manage to grasp up some basic skill. Erm, but for Jazz class, i think my synchronizing n balancing skill got some problems, sometimes i dunno whether to lift the right or left leg, n those stretching exercise, i can't even bend my body... shit.

And the harmonica lesson starting soon, but somehow I felt a bit weird in the harmonica class, senior ald but go there not knowing anyone. Weird weird feeling.

Btw, abt studies, let's put beside first... this is not the right mood to talk about studies.

Argh, zuan can't go Bkk cox of the Bkk political issues... Sien dao. Dun sad tut, jie said treat u go next time.

Forrest Gump

Forrest Gump. That was the first movie I fully indulge myself and that was the movie u never forget.

The first time i watched this movie was in 2000? Form 3 or form 4, not quite sure. I think i watched this movie 10 over times till now. The movie was about a mentally challenged man, Forrest Gump and his life. "The world will never be the same once you've seen it through the eyes of Forrest Gump", that was the tagline of the movie and indeed it was. When most of the ppl in the world is chasing for power and money, Forrest only looks out for a thing, Love, that's wat deep in his heart and never change. Just follow where ur heart is, and that's the road for u.

To be a successful man, u dun need an IQ of 180. To be the happiness person, u dun necessary need lotsa of $$.

One more thing for the movie, just check out the theme song, also called' forrest Gump' which i posted on this blog too. I believe partly of the movie success was due to this music. The music starts with a light and happy tone, followed by sorrow and at last, back to the happy rhythm, 先苦后甜， 苦尽甘来, fully describe wat L.I.F.E means.

My Un-do list

My un-do list

It's just the 4th week of the semester... but the workload pile up like anything... shit=(

Start of the semester, everyone was excited abt the recruitement fair, bank networking session, watever finance , career talk... Started to feel the stress of final yr... wat make it worse is the selection of FYP ( which i have not even started lookin on it). Isn't final yr suppose to be our ya-ya, relax yr since is the last yr we r in NTU??? why not just let us leave some nice memories in NTU b4 leaving this contrary place--> meaning Luv it and Hate it at the same times.

I LuV NTU... I Just hate the education sys here, i think the whole Sg..

And i LuV my new room =) eventhought at a $40 higher cost. Hey hey, I'm staying in Condominium Hostel lo... haha 高级住宅区, i called that=). I ve my room card ( Not key), ve lift ( vividly remember the days at Hall 9 level 6 860 room), ve 24 hrs hot water bath supplies ( last time: 7.30pm-1am then 5am to 10am) only. Wat wat's more important,, My bed is facing the magnificant view of Jungle+blue sky... Yes, imagine, sitting on the bed, ve a cup of coffee/tea beside, reading book ( hopefully not lec notes) and watching the blue blue sky, wind blowing on ur face.... A perfect day =). But la, if that day the temperature shoots up to 30 cel... then my room will become a bigger size of micro oven!!

The only thing i hate abt my new hall is the stove... wat's the matter with this electronic stove... dunno even when the food is cooked..!!

I think i ve lot of things unsettled.... but just dun feel like doin it.. my resume... sys bio, struc bio, muscle, virusses, accounting.... eeeeee.

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This sem rite... hopefully to be a fullfilling sem... took social dance n jazz n harmonica lesson.. I must learn something new b4 getting out of NTU. Highly recommend Pretty tuff to the gals!

真话，假话，谎话和气话

真话，假话，谎话和气话，你，最想听到那一个？

每一个人都想听到真话，但有多少个能接受事实？每每遇到不好的消息，我们都情愿传递者没有说过。推销员都知道，就算顾客有多么的丑陋，多么的难搞， 还是不能说出真话。 所以实际上，真话在某些场合，往往是最不能被接受的。

假话，假假说些东西来敷衍一个人，假假讲你很美，可是一点都不美。很假的假话，有时候反而是我们最想听到的。 因为假话的能力有时会激发起一个人的斗志力， 也能让一个人那天过的特别开心。 想一想， 有时，听一听假话也无妨=）

谎话。 谎话和假话的分别， 可能在于谎话常用在比较认真的场合。 我称他为：认真的假话。因为通常它是用在比较有计划下说的。善意的谎言，我们都听过。 刻意的谎言，我们也可能听说过。言之， 谎话还是有它必要的存在性。 但是，人们最讨厌别人说谎骗他。 有时，换一个角度去思考，说谎的人，不一定是可恶的，也许他真的担心，说出真话，你反而不能接受。

气话， 是比较反常的。 有很多种气话， 有一种是你真的关心那个人，可是当他做不到你要的东西，一股不爽的闷气，自然会有感而发。气话，可以变成一种动力来鼓励一个人，但有时控制不了，会变成厌恶。 好像有些父母会对孩子说些气话， 引起孩子对父母的反感。 可能父母的用意是好的， 但就是方法不对。

说话是一种技巧，在对不同的人，要用不同的话法。这是一个，永远我们都学不完的技巧。

曼谷的第六天

曼谷的第六天

Last day in Bangkok, kinda miss this place yet wanted back to my sweet home in KT. A sweet, short but satisfying trip. Saw many things, ppl, different look of Bangkok city over the pass few days.

The last day, we gave ourselves a nice sleep, no more 5.45am, this time we slept till 8 something. And finally, we had a chance again to have our relaxing breakfast at Suk 11. While having breakfast, we discussed where to go after that, 4 of us from Senai need to take a flight around 4.40pm, so by 2pm we need move from Suk 11. For the limited few hrs time, we planned to visit Thailand well known university, Chulalongkorn University located around Siam. Then, Shirlin, Cp and i ll back to Pratunam to continue our shopping spree. =) hehe...

Chulalongkorn Uni was very near to the town centre, after a few rounds of asking ppl with 'Sawadeeka and Krupkrunka', we finally found the place. Hey, the university was quite big and well organized lor, somehow, undergraduates there are required to wear uniform, surprisingly. But, for gals, the uniform is vy beautiful, i dun mind wearing it everyday to uni=).

( pretty le)

We took photos with handsome guy and pretty gal at the uni.. Haha, i think they might be thinking who r this bunch of weird ppl from... cox when met any handsome guys, I was like rushing to take photo with him, end up called by the guys ‘老女人’.

Going around the uni abt half n hr, we 3 proceed to Pratunam. Hey hey, we r back again! And i added 3 more t-shirts and 1 more pants to my wardrobe.

We back Suk 11 around 1pm plus, then settle our luggage and use the time left to explore Suk 11.. 6 days down and we not even ve time to truly exploring this unique guesthouse. If there's a chance, there's must be a chance, I ll back to Suk 11 again...

--> at Suk 11

( thanks wg n wk for helping us to leave our footprint on Suk 11)

Right at airport, after taking a simple meal... I had no more strength to move around, my energy had been used up in the pass few days... Even the attractive duty free zone could not make me awake. On that moment, just wanna find a place to sleep properly.

(Left: real and fake burberry)

At Msia time, 8pm, we reached Senai airport.. there's end of my sweet and memorable Bangkok trip. I ll definitely back to the Land of Smiles again, i tell myself. Bangkok is special to me, it was my first trip aboard ( excluded Singapore), it was my first planned trip. I wanna share my experience with others:

Do not overlook Bangkok, it is a special city with contrast style of life, it is a place where you can find ur own stepping stone, it is a place of freedom and it is a place full of surprise and mystery that u need to discover urself.

&, Do not lookdown of Bangkok, it is much safer than KL Malaysia, at least from my eyes.

So, total up, i spent around RM1280 for the trip including airport tic n tax, accomodation, food, transport and shopping. Abt Rm200 was used in Shopping. =) I regret not buying more t-shirt. =(

曼谷的第五天

曼谷的第五天

Today ll be a full day tour at Pattaya. Beach, Sky, Coconut tree =) yeah, we need some fresh nature air during the tour. You see, the day before was our shopping day n exploring Bkk city town, yesterday was our cultural day where we had visited the rural side of Bangkok, encountered wild animals . So, today ll be our beach day.

Never nevertheless, we did not realise the journey to Pattaya was torturing. Morning, becox of some misunderstanding in arrangement, almost 8.30am only we started our journey from Bangkok to Pattaya, so the 2 hrs was basically wasted to fetch other tourists from Khaosan road. ( that's becos we ordered for private tour where the tour guide would only bring 6 of us) and end up ours was the join tour which had dragged our percious 2 hrs time in Pattaya. $%&&*, we nearly need to squeeze 4 person in 3-ppl seat. Luckily at last not.



Forget about all the unhappy things which we need to take a slow cruise over to coral island. When u ve nothing to do on the 'big boat', the only thing that come to our mind is ' photo sessioning'. Hehe, see how well we 6 person be the model; u can find happy pose, sad n depress pose, fierce n solemn n of course our handsome n pretty look.

( Wk looked vy man n serious in this photo)

Shirlin, JJ and Wk tried the chute, as for me... cox of phobia of Height n Sea 惧高海诊.. esp deep sea... i didn't try =). Then i was entrusted to take photos for them who were up on the sky.

So, after almost 5 hrs travelling by van+boat means, finally reached Coral Island...Yes, it's definitely worth to come this place, the water was crystal clear, the sand was so white and smooth like a carpet. U feel like jumping in the water immediately.

At coral island, u can try many types of water activities, we took the banana boat for RM20 perperson.. I finally tasted wat's called Banana boat, not like in Redang trip which we need to fall in the water ourselves, this time, the Banana boat uncle was vy nice and friendly guy who tried every means to drag us down the boat. ( imagine, we had wkuan n wgeng on the boat, haha) so, i really appreciate the uncle's effort.

After that, we had left only half n hr time to soak in that crystal clear water, we played ' monkey snatches slipper' game. A bunch of 23 yrs old ppl played monkey snatch slipper game...-_-" , that's my idea anyway...

So the short and percious 1 hr plus time at coral island beach ended... Even though the whole journey looked tiring cox of the travelling time, i did enjoy the moment at the beach... recall my memories in Redang =). The person who suffered most was cping, he had seasickness.


( this 2 guys: jj n wk can sleep from the start of journey to the end. fantastic)

We back to Suk 11 around 7.30pm. After a bath n rest, we decided to go to a restaurant ' Cabbages and Condom' located near Nana. I found this restaurant in the forum, ppl recommended it for its special decorations. And the restaurant was opened by the former Health minister of Thailand, to promote the use of condom n prevent spreading of AIDS.

( the table was full of condoms deco)

The moment we stepped into the restaurant, we all had a 'wow' expression. The whole restaurant was decorated by condoms and poster abt safe sex. After dinner, we were even given free condom (instead of mint). =P. We even tried our luck on 'sex'? for the day, haha... 'Wheel of Sex' i called that.





( I got +20: safe sex. use 1 condom) =D


Cp and i tried the half n hour massage at the restaurant too while the other 4 went to Suan Lum Night Market. The massage session: emm, i'm very sensitive to ppl touching n rumbing my legs... i think she got mine 笑穴 perhaps.

For the next day, no more 5.45am... but tmr ll be the last day for us in Bangkok. Oh, i seemed to start miss the place.