放手

林峰 《愛·不·疚》

*收藏再眼眸，常徘徊左右
爱，猜到没有？
愉快玩笑后
能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太真厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后，或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全 ，衷心祝福然后...
就放手
放手，放开所有
彼此更自由， 放手...
其实我决非爱得不够！
放手，豁出所有
还有这个好友，已经，已经足够...

*遥远是宇宙
静静在背后
去看守就够
这种感觉太深厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动
挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全，多舍不得仍然是放手
放手，放开所有，彼此更自由
放手，其实我决非爱得不够
放手，豁出所有，还有这个好友
已经，已经足够

*放手，我的牵挂，找不到尽头
放手，寄望你幸福什么都有
也许，爱很深厚
而我，早看得透
放手，只可拥有

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是时候，
放下过去，
珍惜现在，
展望未来。

也许，
我早就不应该那么执著，
坚持在错与对的争论，
其实都那么的不起眼。

Finally...

Finally, after so many round of entries of all sort of quizzes and lucky draws and watever, I won one. izit a sign of my voucher luck recovering? I do hope so. Yeap, my Shenzhen travel blog entry has been published on savvy traveller of NST which won me a staying trip in Parkroyal Penang=D... Anyway I haven got informed of my prize details yet.

Finally, after a dramatic life change of school term 3, the short 1 week break has arrived. I need some time to settle down all my work, reflecting of my teaching career for any improvement needed. All the feedbacks that i had received so far is either i'm too soft,too small to be precisely, my malaysia English slangs, no experience and my freaking pr skills. I realise i have problems interacting with peoples. argh...people management skill.. sucks alot...Surprisingly, my EQ level is high enough to sustain the students behaviours, which might explain why I'm still survived. I do understand now why they say teachers have great stress.. stress from teaching, stress from students, from your own peers and heads, from the parents down to the rigid conservative protection rules and education culture of sg. The belated teachers' day, I got some sweet gifts from students, but somehow I felt that I'm still not qualified as a teacher, a good teacher to say. When I looked back to my teaching life in New Kota, I had some regrets infacts, I don't know what are those but one thing i need to do now, is to put in all my efforts in this career, let it be my long life career or not, is not up to me to decide now. I just have to do my best and try hard to sharpen up my sucking pr skill. Buck up!

and and, a good news, we finally booked cheap air tics to Macao this dec. 5 of us except Nie jie, if she has time during the dec, then it will be a complete full family trip=). I sincerely hope and pray, this time, will be a successful and enjoyable safe trip (fingers crossed)pls pls.