Sad

彷徨

That is!

As predicted, I'm going crazy.

I did study, I did do Sys bio research, but basically nothing much have been done. Weird. And the workload pilling up higher and higher.

But frankly speaking, the time I spent in playing, ya-ya-ing was greater than the time spent in doing work. So, the rest of the semester will be a disaster for me. I can foresee =(

Why was that I felt guilty after enjoying? There was a night I stared at viro journal but just couldn't do anything out of it. Sad... dun have motivation, dun have energy, dun have aspiration. Sadder... my little plant gone, died of typhoon, I even brought along fertilized soil from home to get it a new home. Saddest... I dare not imagine my life after this recess.

I am fine... just need some time to adjust myself, find new motivation and some space to complain. after all, this has been the endless time i complained abt .

Btw, today went to Marina Square with 1st n 3rd sis, and ve a glimpse on the F1 races. I must say it is fantastic the way they built the lighting (looked like brighter than day time), and how they plan the whole event. The engine sound was very terrible. Anyway, it was trilling whenever a car passed by, but it was too fast to be seen. Dun expect to see any racer faces, u just can't. Enjoy the engine noise and the atmosphere will be enuf. Just too many ppl , argh , staying in Sg dun ve privacy, whenever u go, there's ppl around you. Sg need more space, is good if Msia give up or sell a tiny bit of land to them, I ll be glad if they did. After all, the land ll be wasted lying there with a board stating" bumiputera land, CANNOT TOUCH'. I am sure Singapore will treasure it very much if they really got.

Mama Mia

~~~ Mamma Mia~~~~

You r the Dancing queen, young n sweet, only seventeen~~..
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life...o~~o~~

Yeah, Mamma mia~~ Always the favourite, ever-loved musical show on screen.
Step in the cinema, and sit down enjoy for a fabulous day. Mamma mia just have the charisma to attract everyone, every level of people. This was the musical show you definitely cannot miss.

A young girl looking for her father, from a choice of 3 possible dads. A wedding occasion that reunited 3 dads, the singing group- Donna and The Dynamoes with ABBA loving and sweet songs.

Although i did doze off for a few seconds during the movie ( Not becox of the movie, just too tired) but this is definitely an unforgettable movie.

** Enjoy a day out, with Mamma Mia~ **
It makes you dance, it makes you smile =D

Gone

GONE。。。。

Gone gone gone.. my recess week gone.....

sys bio project which like takes up the whole week.

viro review.. journal journal....Bio sci students damn pro in reading research papers, next time pass me a paper, i can find out the whole paper aim, obejective, conclusion, research target in just a blink of eyes. [I'm just exagerate, haven reach that level, but i think a few of our batch genius students ve reached that]

Then..wat else?? acc CA, send resume, FYP selection. Argh, dun feel like thinking abt it. Gonna remind myself to write down everything to be done n must do.

Anyway, manage to squeeze 2 days out to accompany my dad to Genting! =D. No matter how busy, must go back accompany my parents. Ok la, I admit I'm playful also. No matter how busy, I still have to fork out at least 45 minutes a day to watch 溏心风暴 2 ... wuahahaha.. vy nice. No matter how busy, I won't forget my promise date.. Mama-mia, Thai express.. here i come~~.

人生， 不只是为了生存， 还要为了生活。

活出自我， 活出真我。

七彩的人生， 就是我的目标。

不管多忙， 也不能忘了休息，娱乐。

所以，尽管玩吧！之后的事再来算。。。

Recess week 后，会看到不一样的我。

因为。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。

玩过火。疯了。。。。。。

SBS 是一个培育疯人的好地方 =D

Recess week 前，期待着

Recess week 中

玩着

Recess week 即将完毕

疯了。。

人

有个朋友对我说，我的EQ最近变低了，

常为了一些朋友间芝麻绿豆的小事生气，

不像平时的我。

我只能说，也许那才是真正的自己。

看上去是些小磨差，

而且对方也只不过是生活上的朋友，

并不能说是深交。

没必要气自己。

我气的是， 这事情让我看到人性的另一面，

朋友的定义， 以及被人冷落的感受。

我知道， 对人不能要求有回报，

我并不要求有什么物质上， 或利益上的需求。

我只是要求占据你心里小小的一点位子。

别怪我无情，别怪我无义。

我只是对人与人之间的那一份情，

少了些执著， 多了些戒备。

我不会做伤天害理， 背叛或陷害朋友的事，

能分享的， 我还是会拿出来，

能帮忙的， 我还是会义不容辞，

不管你是不是深交， 密友或只是普通朋友。

我还是我，

只是多了些成长的皱纹，

对这利益着重的社会对了些惆怅。

~~Some thoughts ~~

Back to Kt sweet home for the weekend and only realised Puasa had started. How I knew? Not by the news or parent, not by hearing from any Malay frens, but was from my own eyes. Hawkers, trading stalls filled the town area ( u must know, if KT is fulled with people, like a lively and prospering town, there must be something fishy going on). And so, the main town area, carparks had been blocked, those temporary food stalls, clothes, decorative items etc had replaced the former carpark lots, making hell of trouble to the people driving around, including ME! Pls, i just wanna to buy some necessaries, spare a lot for me!!

I'm not criticizing on the placement of stalls, I know the traders are earning a living too. In fact, I should be happy that KT seems to recover from the flood tragedy and business flowing in. But, somehow, I felt that the meaning of 'month of puasa' had been deviated. Isn't 'puasa month' supposed to be a period for ppl to realise the taste of hunger, in order to appreciate food and as a serving to the religion? But wat from my eyes, it created a situation that puasa month seemed to be a period where u 'starve' ur stomach in order for the feast waiting ahead everyday after 7pm? So, wat's the point?

I had seen ppl started preparing food for the nite feast from 2pm something, buying packed dishes from the food stalls etc, shopped the whole makan market. Then wat after the feast? Going supermarket buying stuff, preparing for Hari Raya, and this routine continues for the whole month. When the month supposed to be a taste of suffering, it seems to turn out be a month, emm.. ok, i would not further.(sorry for any offended statements, if any). The traffic made a trouble to the ppl too, luckily this yr the organizer made better planning, at least the food stalls are located at specific places. Not like previous yr, they located the stalls over the whole stretch of 'main trading roads', blocking ppl ways, typically like this is my 'Agong' road.=S

Erm...

Erm...

This morg supposes to be a beautiful, nice morning, but not after i checked my webmail.=(, was rejected by P&G student finance challenge program. I was not after the job offer at the first place, when u know u ve to compete with others first-class, dean list and finance specialist students, I just hope for a chance to interview or join the program, or at least boost my confidence that my qualification is not really that bad ( consolation, I noe my situation btw).

Ok, let's talk about other happy matters. So, my waltz n cha cha lesson is coming to the end, actually, i did enjoy the lessons, at least this is the first dance lesson i endure to the very end n manage to grasp up some basic skill. Erm, but for Jazz class, i think my synchronizing n balancing skill got some problems, sometimes i dunno whether to lift the right or left leg, n those stretching exercise, i can't even bend my body... shit.

And the harmonica lesson starting soon, but somehow I felt a bit weird in the harmonica class, senior ald but go there not knowing anyone. Weird weird feeling.

Btw, abt studies, let's put beside first... this is not the right mood to talk about studies.

Argh, zuan can't go Bkk cox of the Bkk political issues... Sien dao. Dun sad tut, jie said treat u go next time.