Family Genting Trip 07

Instead of saying Genting, i would say this trip was like going to Finland, as wat Zuan stated, coz the weather was so cold. Freezing when the wind blowed, i did not exagerate.



Still, we cannot forget of playing even crapped in an imaginary winter country especially after Ann n i struggled all the way to find 5 outdoor theme park tics...i can't deny that we r born to be spy or investigator when u need to accurately spot on exact ticket within half a sec that was dumped in the dustbin.

Holiday 1!!

Holiday !!

Is Dec again, the festival month and my one month holiday! =)
Everytime approaching vacation, i would ve lotsa plans to go about, but this time, i just let it easy go by.
The start of the month, busy for Cancer report...and then, the day before gg back to kt, make someone experienced my tortoise eyes... =P

7-12-07 to 9-12-07, I enjoyed an inspring Tzu Chi camp, the 3days 2 nite camp have brought me some new thoughts about life. On the first day, when ' xiao dui fu' Chen Han asked whether we have some culture shock of the camp, i would say not really, maybe i have heard some stuff about Tzu Chi before hand. What inspired me is the attititude of the ppl there. They all look so friendly and kind.. u can hardly find a place with ppl like this in Sg. I love the vegetarian foods the most, is delicious, really! The first nite was hard, i cannot sleep well with sleeping bag and the thoughts of waking up at 5.15am... How long have been the last time i woke up at 5 something?

I would remember wat ' Xiu Zhen mama' said about her life, the ppl around her and her family. Of course, also abt Chen Han, Pei Shan, Li Si, En Hui of their sharings. I was the sleeping queen in our group, not becoz the talks were boring, just for no reason, i would doze off while the speakers giving speech.. You must believe that i can actually sleep just 5 minutes aafter the talk started.

It is approaching mid Dec now... the rest of the holidays would be mainly on pc game, genting trip, sleeping, day dreaming, talk over the phone with somebody...etc.... =)... Add on next time, Happy Holiday to ME!!!

Exam 2

~ Exam 2 ~

Almost 1 week after exam, now i'm back in NTU to join Tzu Chi camp tmr....

During exam, that's lot of complains i wanna talk about this dreadful exam period.. but now... the feeling gone...

When i try to recall wat i have remembered for Neuro, Develop, plant, cancer etc....i know i'm struggling... all these knowledge have not yet been through my long term potentiation memory.. i wonder how many neurons cell died when i struggled to squeeze in everything to be short term memory... yet just the little bit can retain longer after 1 week...that's not worth... for so many neurons to sacrify in return to pass exam... that's not healthy!!

Here, it seems to me that everything is not healthy..Here is the 'no life' place, if there is better words to describe this place, i can't think of any for now. From young, their schooling time ll be just study, exam, cca, study, exam, cca.. and that's goes on until the end..the life is so rigid and' uninteresting, if you wan to describe..free time ll be just on net, com game, tutiion, all sort of classes, movie n shopping.. Yes, shopping, that's only thing that you can find here. 1 week of recess during sem ll be mainly on project, assignments, reports, revise, wat's this life?

Study is not the only aim in life... and not that u r smart , score As in every exam, u r good or happy. There is many ways to learn knowledge, but the worse way is by force. i appreciate some of my course lecturers on their enthu to teach us abt the best of bio, but sometimes i just hate the environment of study here.. they care more about exam n CGPA.. n forgot about the basic interest for study!

I yearn for the freedom to study but i can't find it here. stress for the exam result, stress for the future...

For a short moment from now, i need to forget about the stress study life first! I need to enjoy my holidays. I yearn for a great camp tomorrow. I look forward to the life at home, and now.. I'm enjoying a relax and idle life in the dead city of the dead country.. NTU is sooo quiet, no ppl screaming over the blocks ( during exam period, u can hear screams)... it's so peace ful! =)

exam 1

~~Exam 1 ~~



YES! the dreadful exam finally finish...

During exam period, had thought of many many thigns to write... but need to rush for report for this 2 days.. So.. post some photo ups first.. the Pre exam n Post exam syndrome!!



Before exam...

--> table clean n clear

--> note arrange properly

______________________________________________________________

During exam ~

--> table MESSY

--> notes everywhere

--> pc need to be switched off!

--> Messy , Messy, MEssy

__________________________________________________________________

After exam ~

--> table clean n clear again!

--> NO notes on table

--> Pc showing beloved program

** additional information --- these photos are taken by my NEW handphone N6120.. WAhhahaha.. Finally got back a proper phone with camera.. Muack Nie jie... nice leh =)

Short info on N6120

~ light

~ thin

~ silver n white mix-- classic beauty

~ camera 2.0 megapixel... is not a very good camera, but better than 6070 gua...

~ can store and play more music, songs... i can get music mp3 more than 1mb now.. Zuan, just send me any songs from ur hp.. i'm sure now i can ve more than enuf space to save it... Hahaha

~ can bluetooth.. finally.. after being apart from N6230i for almost 1 yr

~ 3G phone.. can play video call.. i luv to c my face on the phone screen =)

~ and more

DOWN

DOWN!! =(

1 week of scary exam passed.. but i felt so gloomy.
when you prepare so much but wat returns is disappointment, the feeling is sooo bad.
Genetics is a mess, .. maybe just to me

Have to bring up the study spirit for the next scarier week, even though feel so down!!
Next week, Cancer, Neuro and develop =S...

I praY.. n praY.

Exam1

Tell me...

How to finish reading + memorise
~720 slides of Plant's note +
~100 slides of Research seminar note+
~500 slides of Cancer's note+
~600 slides of Genetics's note+
~600 slides of Develop's note+
~800 slides of Neuro's note ( most unreadable)
Total --> 3320 slides of note! Each given equally 2 days time to finish.

Who knows, pls tell me.

Amazing

AMAZING !!

In 2 days time; I have finished

1. 306 limb lecture
2. 306 somitogenesis n hox gene lec
3. 305 plant technology lecture
4. 308 neuro cancer lec
5. 309 beyond human genome lec

And most most most important
i have accomplished the neuro report... Hurray, YES YES!!
This one really takes my life.. tons of journals to read...
Starring at the computer screen for near to 15 hrs.....Tired *-*

And this is how my weekend gone to.... Can't go out to play even it's a sunny Saturday and Sunday =(
and now. is raining.. hehe... hope to get a good sleep, ve been having insomia lately..=(

突然间

突然间

读书读到很显，一大堆的transcription factor, organizer, wat pie mutant, mex, ced, skn etc 弄得我很乱，所以写一点blog 来舒缓情绪。

最近比较大的新闻，因该是云顶的创办人林梧桐逝世吧！很佩服uncle lim 的勇气和毅力，才有今天的云顶。云顶是我国的奇迹，应为可能很难再找到一个回教国， 可是有个赌城的避暑胜地吧。

上网翻阅着林老先生的资料，无意间发现一篇新闻。

### （星洲日報•2007.10.24）（吉隆坡訊）雲頂集團副主席敦韓聶夫奧瑪指出，丹斯里林梧桐生前注重個人才幹更甚於膚色。他敬佩林梧桐是一位專注於為商業領域作出貢獻的傑出商人，並對林氏的逝世，表示傷心。“他稱讚我為人廉正，這也是他喜歡我的原因。他多次獻議我取代他出任雲頂集團主席，但被我拒絕了。”《-- 我发现这段话很奇怪，为什么在这个时候说，uncle lim 多次要他出任云顶主席叻，他是不是要暗示些什么什么。。。，


突然间觉得云顶过后会不会被政府半私营化，因为它是个很赚钱的工具。如果真的是这样，那么多赚的那笔钱，政府会用来做什么叻？ 一，用来改善公路。很久以前，我家前面的那条路有很多凹洞，不久前，终于有人来修路，铺新油路了！不到几个星期，却又一批人来拆路，因为要修堤下的水管，拆了又没修好他，毕竟不在与他们的管辖范围， 可是那条路又有很多凹洞，还飞尘满天。 不久后，才又有人来修路！这样修了又拆， 拆了又修。。

另一部分的钱，政府可能用来重建政府大厦，不过，有可能刚开不就又得重修，可能漏水啦，有白蚁啦。。。政府这样做，一举三得叻，又有钱赚，又安抚人心，又能帮助一些可能做着同样工程但拿几次收入的承包商。
如果还有剩钱， 政府还会做什么呢？可能，可能会送多几个太空人上月空，多好啊，太空会有多几面我国国旗，或者遗漏的nasiberrani 饭粒。

突然间，我担心以后在云顶可能吃不到肉骨茶，肉丸面，肉包等等。。。。（虽然我忘了在云顶有没有吃过这些）

Tired

累累累

一星期的neuro lab， 做得很辛苦。
不会用pipet，被讲。。顿时心沉了下来，对隔天的实验产生恐惧感，前晚还有点睡不下，怕害了整组。
知道越怕越惨，可是就是过不了那一关。还好过几天的试验做的顺利，只是拿不对材料，result没那么美。

is actually a small matter, but it's just confuse me wat can i do for the future. suddenly feel so helpless...

I would get over this fear, no matter how.. A life under constant stress n fear is definitely not wat i wish to lead.

You with your sad eyes
Don't be discourage

Oh i realise

It's hard to take courage

In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

make you feel so small

But i see your true color

shining through

I see your true color

that's why i love you

so don't be afraid to let them show

Your True Color

OoHh, beautiful

Like a rainbow

## True Color##.. i need a song to cheer me up.

I realised, rainbow is the most beautiful combination of colors. 7 colors, if you swing faster, it turns white..pure and clean, so wonderful.

I wan to live

a rainbow's life

colorful and free

I wan to live

I wan to fly to the sky the wind in my hair and the cloud on my feet.

o~~o~~~

By the way, i have set my target travel destination... Holland!!!.. Yes! i wan to see the tulip field, it's just too beautiful!

3 Weeks Left

3 weeks left ~~~


Scareddddddddddddddddddddd..........................................................................

Suddenly, felt that I didn't touch anything at all, although i did...


301= Neuro, killer sub... i doubt anyone understood his lec... worse, his lec notes...HOW AM I GOING TO PASS THRO THISSssssss..
305, plant plant plant....can i plant my head properly with proper nutrient.. so that i can flower something in the exam?
302, Salil Bose.. I LUV u, but i Dun like writing paper!!
306, how to memorise all those maternal or genetic transcription factor o!!!!
308, 309-, i love both of u the most.. BUt, i beg i can spare more time on you.

N... upcoming lab reports... which need to hand up JUST before the first paper. SBS--> Siao Bio School.

OK... stay calm...I ll need extremely help , luck n determination to pass thro this cycle!... So, wish me good luck, and my dear sisters.. on the important exam date, please lend me ur luck!

Thanks!!!! LUV u all.

Good Day; Good Food

Good Day; Good Food

Wednesday, 10-10-07, Cloudy

3.15pm, awoke, only realised Ann called me six times. Quickly rush off to Buona Vista to meet her. Still in a blur mood, maybe sleep too much.

4.30pm; we 3 See's family sis met up and proceed to our shopping spree at Bugis. I'm gg to buy something, i tell myself, everytime shopping ll end up nothing instead... After gg round by round, with sister gang as shopping advisor, i back with great satisfaction, a nice blouse ( at least something different, not t-shirt) and a beige bag. This is how my 30 dollars gone... Zuan bought 2 clothes for herself while Ann back with empty hand except an air-refreshner. ' No suitable shirt for me.. it's not my taste'

Meet Jie abt 6 something. Here comes our 4 See's sis gang. Most poweful sister gang; with pretty, caring & generous Niejie; pretty, sweet-smelling, n resourceful Yin zai; pretty,straight-forward n 'Siao' Zuan tut; & pretty, powerful voice n growing up Ann zai.





Going to newton to have our dinner. HAve long heard Newton 's hawker centre, known to be one of the best hawker centre in Singapore. Yet, Ann zai who stayed with just 200m from her hostel did NOT come to this place b4 and Zuan, the one who stayed in CCK, about 15 MRT stations away from Newton knew this place! After struggling through a high, almost unreachable over-head bridge , we finally came to the place. Waa... a great food aroma welcome us. IT is a large hawker centers with many stalls selling the same style of food. That's a feature of Sg, all similar things will gather at one place.We , the 4 food orgos quickly rush to get a place.

Slowly, our table was fulled with sinfully, great food! IKAN BAKAR, topped with chilli sauce and a slight butter fragrance; LAla, ( forgot what zuan called it, nene or something) with its stimulating, mouth-watering sambal; Crispy chicken wings; Local memory satays; Chaw Kuay Tieo; and thirst-quenching sugar-cane.

With all these finger-licking foods, Zuan seemed intend to extend her arm-slimming's plan. Growing-up Ann zai is fantastic, as the food quantities seemed invulnerable to her. Jie is the best person that nite, as she paid for all the foods;The rest of us, we only know how to eat, eat, eat. Even though papa said charge to him, but we hardly trust it.

Great food; simply irresisitible.

我的国家

越来越觉得，住在马来西亚很不安全。我国治安亮红灯，已是不可否认的事实。

从之前仓惶已久的掠夺事件， 到目前的劫奸案， 匪徒的干案手法以让我们不敢想象。东西有否被抢，已经不是问题所在，自身的安全更为重要。

才刚回家，就听闻马来女孩被残忍杀害的新闻。心好痛，那么小的女孩竟然要受到这样的待遇。这种禽兽败类，他下十八层地狱，我看阎罗王都会考虑不收他。警察叔叔们更加厉害，竟然在这个时候拿出冷藏了几十年的父母-儿童保护法令要提控女孩的父母。。 冷到~~ 要把视线移到其他地方也不是这样~~唉。 还好这几天的搜查有结果，否着不知道他们又会出什么把戏。我在想，女孩不见了一个月，如果警察早点做事，她会不会得救?

那个在柔佛关卡， 要建不建， 要倒不倒的新关卡局。看得人心很酸，拜托，不要再出什么招把新山弄得越来越惨不忍睹了。有多钱的话，可以不可以先搞好那里的治安！

我们的上下议员，更加了不起，从之前一大堆女性衣着分异， 什么the sexy dress is to blame 之类的话，到bocor 课题，没有一回是不让我摇头敬佩的，绝！没力去反。现在又有高人，（某某议员）因没付出国的car tax 之类的东西，当被记者盘问，竟说出：“Opps.. I forgot. Thanks for reminding me to pay" .. 顶，我们果然有不平凡的国家治掌人员。

还好，我们还没有像印尼，泰国，缅甸等国家暴动事情，真的是不幸中大幸。是不是要称赞政府的英明制裁，把所有事情能盖得就盖，能免的就免，还是应为被压制的一方，已经绝望，不想再管？

我，还是很喜欢马来西亚，这个拥有好多天然资源，没有地震火山，和我成长的地方。只希望，我还能属于这片土地。

Recess break

一个星期的假期， 不期望去那里， 呆在家 过着闲人的生活。

从星期一开始，就告诉自己，要早起，过得充实，可是往往事已愿为。

8am: 按掉闹钟
9am: 勉强起身

Use 1 hr to take breakfast. Slowly flip through the newspaper while taking a sip of coffee.
Use another 1 hr to go through my notes. The stupid Neuro %@*$^(*(). Meanwhile, enjoying the morning talks with my mum, of all sort of her sch and tuition stuffs, family matters, country big problems and of course, what to eat later.

After having lunch with papa, struggle to finish off the lec note but end up lying on bed or sofa. Switch on the tv, with all boring programs but find myself can’t take off my eyes from the screen, even it is some nonsense shows, that’s the power of TV. Lazy to online in the dizzy afternoon, can’t tolerate the slow speed of tmnet and the mosquitoes in room. In fact, just feel lazy to do anything.

Evening, have a daily check on daddy’s stocks. Sitting in front of the computer screen and watch him checking each stock progress. I can even remember the stock’s names. For once, go jogging with my mum. Initially, we set a target to run 5 rounds. Hoho, 5 rounds!!
After 1st round, well, so far so good. I was once a school runner after all.
After 2nd round, hmm, felt a sense of itchiness on my leg. The last time I jogged in ntu, I scratched till my whole leg turned swollen red, thought bitten by some insects. After clarified with my siss, only knew that it was due to blood circulation, may because I seldom exercise. Well, that’s true. They thought it was a common knowledge that it was due to blood circulation. Why am I not knowing that?
After 3rd round, started to feel numb of my pair of legs. No strength, head spin. And then, I said: Mummy, I go back first.
Heeeee, my mum ran 5 rounds that day, and she said her record was 8 rounds. Woohoo, strong mummy. No worries, Zuan ran 3 rounds too.

The life at home is laid off, is relaxing.
It might be boring and no aims, but it might be life that everyone yearns to pursue.
After a consistent under stress and busy life in place like Singapore, this may be what we want ~ a day doing nothing.

And now, sweep off that thinking. Must back NTU with great aims and ambitions for the rest of semester. Yes!! Here we go~~ Happy School Reopen -_-

Nice Saturday

Saturday

Today is a tired but nice day.

Research seminar class in the morg is a torture, take half of my nice Saturday.

Afternoon, gg to 3 places with Cs. First to Orchard, to repair Cs's phone, next to Farrer Park, to collect Cs's bus tic and to Clarke Quay to see the lantern lighting.

Orchard road, a usual busy road~ with ice-cream men along the pathway. Have been here a few times, so not much to mention. Anyway, saw a Bumblebee parking beside a hotel ;p yeap, Transformer's Bumblebee~






A real Camero Bumble bee, with the above car, look alike rite!



In clarke Quay, nice n beautiful light-up. At first, wanna go Chinatown, but today is the opening of light-up there.. must be damn lots of ppl, so change to Riverside instead. They hang hundreds of surname up. excited to find mine coz my surname is a bit rare. Check out the photos.








Felt that Sg is like a congested island, and we, the ppl crapped here is a bit like~~ Dunwan to say here, dun really have freedom of speech n writing in even blogspot, i dunwan to be caught. Anyway, whenever is a holiday, or even, whenever is the break-free period, the whole singapore ppl seem to come out, to everywhere, Orchard,I'm speechless, it is whenever full of ppl. But even with some small shopping centers : FULL. Clarke Quay, wanna relax watching lantern, they spend tons of money to do that, it's really nice but the atmosphere, too crowded: FULL. Food court, just wanna bite something: FULL, MRT: speechless, FULL , Bus: FULL. Sweat!Dunno where the ppl came from.

Vouchers Luck

Voucher Luck

I must admit i have some 'voucher luck'. First, is a S10 NTUC voucher, next a S10 Fish & Co voucher , and then~ a bigger surprise, S50 Borders voucher.. Haha, I love the borders voucher the most, now thinking on whether to buy Harry Potter Epi 7 or emm.. forgot the book's name, but i would definitely buy one book, " For one more day". :D~~ Voucher luck, voucher luck ~~.

Cs asked me prefer voucher or cash, I must say, for some small amount, I prefer voucher, coz if they give me cash, I won't use it to purchase the book or try out in Fish & Co, and that i might miss the chance to taste the famous Fish & Co dish or ve my favourite book. So , from now on, i ll continue and more diligent to take part in any quiz.. Hee.. Voucher is a good thing.

Upload some photos of my vouchers~~ Haven got the Borders one. so just the two

Nonsense post

:) No TItle ;P

Neurobiology is getting on my nerves. -_- "" Have been wondering when can i get out of the Neuro class..No matter how energetic & concentrate i am.. just couldn't figure out wat the lec is saying.. Dying!!! wat can i do to score this sub??? And worse, i heard someone saying in the last lec.. which i think i could only absorb 10%..when cs asked: " Can u understand?" , she answered:" Quite ok!" .. Die le....



And last Saturday nite, went for Buddist annual dinner.. I must clarify, first: i dunno it is a free dinner, Second: is the formal vice pres who invited me to go... So, I went to... Clarify one more time, it is not becoz of "Free dinner" eventhough i might think twice if they asked me to pay :D, . But, luckily i went, coz.. i WON a S$10 NTUC vouncher.. HAHAHA... This week grocery expenses FREE !!



One sad news, my roomie gone..... Haiz, now i realise how much i miss her.. who left me the whole room, who is always not in room.. Dunno when is the next gal coming to stay with me. Just hope is a decent n 'clean' gal, and is better if she would not back room that often..



Last weekend, suppose to be a productive weekend since i din go back home, should be able to finish all tutorials, revision..BUT, sometimes.. emm, not really.. Saturday, the research seminar took he whoel morning, at nitez.. Buddist Annual Dinner. Sunday, guess wat was i doing... Felt guilty now, i was in front of the computer watching ' Iryu- Team Medical Doctor'. Is the two siss fault, to ask me to watch such a nice drama. That's the reason i have done nothing on these 2 days... only revise a bit of Drosophila to make myself feel better. Trust me.. i finished the 11 episodes in 3 days time. Anyway, this drama is a 'must' watch, thought is a bit irritating, they show the real heart, but i am still watching it while eating.. Have been used to this since watching tons of horror movies n as a BIO student.





" Movie pick of the week"

The pursuit of happyness

Ann zai recommended me to watch this, although is a 2006 movie n i have only watched now.

A real story, abt how Christ Garner struggled through n is now a millionaire. But i don't like the ending, it should add more on wat is Garner doing now! Show more on the contrast of his poor life to now. This will make it a perfect movie. And i like the child who acted as Garner's son.. he is really a born actor, same goes to Will Smith. They are really fantastic. :) ;P :D :) 4 smiles

Week 4 ( 27-8-07 ~~2-9-07)

Week 4 ( 27-8-07 ~~2-9-07)

Time flies~ and week 4 passed sweetly. Some small sweet things which make life greater!

Monday ~ skipped Neuro tutorial ,as usual. I hate lecturer who will call student up to answer question. Dun mind if ur ques is answerable or in another way, i understand ur ques... but , emm, seem like this week Neuro tutorial ll end up the same~ .. rather ve a better sleep for the 4 hrs lec later. Research Seminar class, 12.30pm, hate this time, NO matter how interesting the lec is, I ll definitely doze off. Then, Neuro lec, initially, have a slightly greater hope for this week Neuro lec, as the lecturer changed! But.... end up the same, I won't criticise a lecturer unless their attitude make me .. grrhhh..Is a japanese teaching...anyhow.. I JUST COULDN"T understand wat's he was talking, he took half n hour to teach a slide, totol 40 over slides!!Conclusion, Monday= down+ blue, haiz....

Tuesday ~ Emm, can't remember much wat ve i done on Tuesday, having 5 hrs class.. watch drama, eating, sleeping bla bla bla

Wednesday ~ No class on Wed, morg slep till 9 something. Felt excited, later going for my first facial! Hehe, big thanks to my dear Jie jie... i dunno whether facial really helps, but it's true that it's fun. First, they clean my face, using Daxxx brand cleanser, then use Daxxx's toner to clear my pores. After that, apply a Daxxx mask to strengthen my skin for 20 mins and last using Daxxx massage lotion ( vy geli when she massaged for me, wanted to laugh but can't). The whole process took abt 1 hr. Waah, felt so nice when i walked out of the facial salon. My face shines ;D ( not oily). My wonderful sis then brought me to a French restaurant with Mei Yee after my facial. Emm... not bad~ esp the mashed potatoes, but dunno why, i still prefer chinese cooking style, that type of cooking which uses big fire, big pan, the whole kitchen seems to be on fire and the aroma of food which can diffuse miles away. Today is definitely a wonderful day!Stomach filled, face shines!

Thursday ~ Busy day, 7 hrs of class including a 3 hrs Bukit Batok Reservse Park trip. I wish SBS can have more outing trips like this. Out of the lab, doing somehting more related to Bio. But, 天不作美, can't really see anything as it rains, rains for almost half of the journey.


Friday~ Only Plant lec in the morg. Afternoon, finally the sun shines, so bright! Happilly hang all my pillow , blanket, clothings out.Since it's a fine day, suddenly wanted to soak in the water so much and end up, drag Cs to accompany me to Jurong East Swimming Complex. Wuhaha.. a nice place, with only $1.50 per person, i could enjoy the wave pool, slides and jacuzzi!Not bad to Cs, know how to float le, worth the trip. Yearning for the next trip ;D... Jie, Zuan , ann, who wants to come along?Forgot to mention, today is Malaysia Merdeka day! must show a bit of patriotic spirit, " Merdeka Merdeka Merdeka"Very sarcastic, on the same day,watched a video reprimanding abt government, i couldn't deny some of the things he sang out are true, esp 1 sentence, -- " I love my country, but my country doesn't love me"..


Saturday~ DUN LIKE SAT CLASS. wake up reluctantly for the Reserach Seminar practical class.. haiz.. wat's the hell to ve a class on Sat!! Break all my weekend mood. Anyway, the practical class today was not bad. We discussed abt a research paper, it's a good idea to ve team discussion, i'm lucky to be in team 14... got good teamates who came out with great discussion ideas! Finally, get bits of interest in reading research paper. Back to my sweet sweet home with Ann zai, I just wonder something, in the past, before going out to Sg, I wouldn't sleep in the bus, but now different, Ann n i slept almost the whole journey... and.. our sleeping patterns looked funny n ugly. Luckily dun ve friends in the same bus. 3 pigs at home is definitely noisy, esp with Ann zai aka the big drum. Just yearn to have a good deep sleep at home, after a tiring week with almost everyday wake up at 7 something!


# Movie of the week #


a) Ratatouille ~ hehe, like this movie.. The rat is sooo sweet, sooo cute..A rat who knows how to cook, wish i have one... give u 4 smilleys :) :) :) :) out of 5

#Song of the week #

~ True Colors~

You with the sad eyes

Don't be discouraged

Oh I realizeIt's hard to take courage

In a world full of people

You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

Can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautifu

Like a rainbow

Lost & Found

I'm sure everyone lost something or someone they treasure before..

Some of the things lost may be found later or gain back in some ways.. some, may not.



Once~~I remember, I

lost my exercise book in school, but found it under a cabinet... ( vividly remember as i showed my friends dark face because can't find the book...felt bit sorry for my attitude)

lost my beloved kitten, Ah Miao one day, & found it sleeping soundly on the monitor ( yup. no joke, a white cat sleeping on a white monitor ( sly cat, using camouflage effect & make us looking for it for the whole afternoon)

lost in some competitions but gained new experiences, found new friends.

lost some of my immune cells in fighting against a strong flu virus ( in Sec4, remember going for countless blood tests and x-ray, killed number of my neurons thinking that i might get incurable disease) but gain new knowledge in immunology -> might be a reason why i choose Biology in the end)

lost some secrets due to selectively memory loss.. but gain new ones through gossips and sharp observations!

lost the sight of my roomie for the past 2 weeks and finally found her in the room last Thursday... BUT.. not long, she's gone again...leaving me alone in the single-double deluxe room..perhaps..for another 2 weeks? Waahaha.

Still, there are something which i lost but never found~ some people, some friends, some hopes.

Nonetheless, I wish i would never lose something~ that is.. my dearest " Family & Fren"!!

我的roomie 。。

已经接近两个星期没看见我可爱的roomie 回房睡觉了，
享受single deluxe room 还蛮爽的， 只是晚上睡觉， 感觉另一张床， 空无一人，有点恐怖！

是不是房间太乱，她不敢回 ？不会啊，我遗传我妈“一点”洁癖，爱干净的基因， 房间因该不算乱吧！
我应该也不会太难相处， 不然雪琳也不会做我roomie 两年.

Emm... 纳闷中! 我。。。 需不需要报警？

常听说，当你踏入社会，职业场上的朋友，不如你大学朋友好，你大学朋友也不如中小学老友好，而这些老友，更不能与你的至亲比。我觉得我蛮幸运，至少我有疼我的家人&朋友， 对我‘好得不能再好’的姐妹， 有一班老友死党， 虽然不常见面，但一聚在一起，依然又讲不完的话题， 和一班NTU校友会， 常聚在熟悉的55 lounge， 大谈四方。

在犹如小型社会的大学里，听得多，也看得多。 很多事情，不由得你不管，更多人， 不由得你不信。我开始学会以理性角度看人，以感性角度交朋友，有时，要相信女人的第六感。有很多人，不是不好，而是可能真的，物以类聚，人以群分， 只能做到普通朋友。

我也希望能有很多知心朋友，一些能让我把心事倾诉的人，我相信的人，和可以与我讲38 （暗意是讲某某人事或坏话 –） 可是是讲完就算，不会到处宣扬或在背后backstab ， 放心！）只是人越大，就会越堤防身边的人。 所以如果你有一个你值得信任的朋友，一定要珍惜。知人知面不知心， 对于一些事情的发生，不能只听一个人说， 不能只看表面， 只能以你自己的角度来判断事情的是非。最狠毒的心态，无非是妒忌心，心机越重的人， 她的所作所为，越是让你预想不到。很多时候，最让人反感恨怒的人， 不是一些明目张胆的恶人，而是一些你原先认为是朋友，但却在背后捅你一刀， 在其他人面前用苦肉计，在你还为清醒之前，已 弄得你翩体凌伤， 暗伤无言的人。

Tranformer

Transformer

這麼多年來，從沒想過《變形金剛》可以拍成真人版電影。雖然從1977年《星球大戰》（Star Wars）開始，電影銀幕已經可以創造出很逼真的視覺效果，但要拍《變形金剛》，單單一個問題就夠頭痛了──要怎麼把巨大的邪派機器人領袖“威震天”（Megatron），變成一把小到可以握在其他機器人手中的手鎗？不過，真人版電影終於還是拍出來了。“威震天”不變手鎗，改變成快、狠、準的戰鬥機。既然身為邪派機器人的領袖，總要有威嚴。如果還像動畫片一樣讓他變成手鎗，然後要靠其他機器人握著他來開槍，豈不笑壞觀眾？

正派機器人領袖“擎天柱”還是變回那輛大羅里，其他機器人的造型也比動畫片裡的要複雜好多倍，甚至眼神還可以有表情。變形的步驟令人眼花瞭亂，機器零件的細節毫不敷衍。依循著動畫片裡的邏輯，一輛普通型體的車，變成機器人可以有三層樓高。明知道不合邏輯，但是電腦特效卻可以悄悄的欺騙你的眼睛，讓你覺得從車子變成高大威猛的機器人是很自然的事。

在電影故事中，“威震天”為了尋找能量塊而來到地球，卻意外的被冰封在北極的冰層底下。全身無法活動的“威震天”，把能量塊的信息掃描到一名不小心跌落冰谷的科學家眼鏡上。後來，這副破眼鏡落到高中生薩姆的手裡。薩姆為了存錢買車，拼命想要賣掉航海家祖先的遺物，包括這副破眼鏡。眼鏡在學校裡賣不出，薩姆唯有把它放到拍賣網站求售。就是因為眼鏡被放上網，邪派機器人的探子才能通過電腦查出眼鏡的下落，進而追查出“威震天”被關在何方。電腦和互聯網的功能，在電影中已經發展得越來越神奇，幾乎無所不能，卻也很容易被入侵，讓機器人可以隨意搜取想找的資料。

電影中最可愛的機器人，要算是那個眼圓圓嘴圓圓的大黃蜂（Bumblebee）了。他來到地球搜集情報，還可以一邊工作一邊幫主人追女朋友，在適當的時候調整收音機頻率，播放應景的歌曲，這麼好的機器人，上哪兒找！（星洲日報/快樂星期天•文：許欽斐•2007.07.15）

上面的文章是摘自星洲日報。 蛮喜欢看transformer，之前觉得是部男生看的影片，没什么兴趣，可后来慢慢喜欢上这部戏，尤其是可爱的BumbleBee。我反而不太喜欢打架的画面， 因为他们打架时，分不清楚哪个是好和坏的机器人。改编过的电影， 我会有所保留，就像之前满期待的harrypotter， 每看了一集，都觉得不如书本的好。还没看过最新的一集，希望不会太失望。 而Transformer这部电影，以我自己的评估，会给他

心情写真

心情写真

看过一篇文章。里面提到，女人是个可以在同一个时间做很多样事的动物 (multitask)， 但不会看长远，（比如我妈妈，可以同一时间，一面煮菜，一面抹地，一面八隔壁邻居在做什么， 一面吩咐我做事 或者一面看戏，一面作他的补习准备， 一面讲电话， 一面睡觉。）而男人比较能专注于一样事务（比如我爸，专注于他的股票，专注看报纸，专注作sudoku)，可是善长于分析。 感觉上，我的性格比较属于男生，虽然我是百分百女生。

已经发生过几件事情，让我觉得我不能同一时间兼顾很多东西，因为会分心，而且我会变得烦躁不安。 喜欢完成一样事情才做下一个。 而且在专著某件事时， 谁和我谈话或吩咐我某件事，仿佛听不进耳。 有一次在忙着打game时，接到一电话，等我挂下电话时，却记不玩刚才说了些什么。 唉，真么会这样？

读着 “The Five People You Meet in Heaven” 这本书，里面提到一些人生哲学，觉得满有意思的。 有一句，-- Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves. 很多时候，我们会为了一些小事而生气， 气完了，又如何，只会令自己不开心，血压升高，荷尔蒙不平衡。 算了，我要学如何心平静和地解决问题。

Blaming someone on some mistakes is not the right way to solve problem. 当错误发生时，忙着把责任推掉的人，虽然表面上会让自己觉得好过，但感觉上，是自己骗自己。 不敢再面对那个人或物， 那种滋味反而会更不好受。 与其一辈子躲开，不如坦然面对。 我的人生道理， 每一件事的发生，没有谁对谁错，只在于你如何解决。 先说对不起的，也不一定会吃亏，只看你如何看待。 如果一声对不起，能换来一个朋友，如果一声对不起，能把危机化为良机， 会不会是更好的结果？

“放开一切烦恼， 自由自在，无忧无虑的生活。”

Holiday Revise 2

Holiday Revise 2



(1) KL + Genting Trip Continue

The 2nd day in PJ, went to Sunway Lagoon. Hohoho, some interesting things happened.
I need to admit that I have a playful mummy. She played all sorts of water rides, n coaster. Only 1 slightly dangerous coaster game n the 360 deg pirate ship she haven touched. N her favourite, the Victoria Falls, enjoy letting the water splashed on her body.
' Free body massage, good for health' she said.
See papa can't go down into the water, coz of ear problem..

Here comes the most interesting story i wanna tell... abt Ann Zai, abt her 紧身裤。HAhahahah, Sorry Ann... i can't help laughing. It should be the tight or the cloth material problem, couldn't be Ann's strong n tough legs muscles as the 紧身裤 was starting to get a few holes (which normally ple would not notice).
"不用紧啦， 没有人看到" that's what i told her after she noticed it.

We refused to let her change first, because Ann zai didn't bring enough shorts n reopened the locker need Rm3.
However, after racing down from a slide at the beach, the tight was getting more n bigger holes. It was a bit visible now. Still, we insisted her to tolerate a while.

Then, we proceeded to the raging wave at Mali Caves. As we were submerging ourselves in the cool water, enjoy letting the wave to catapult us, Ann Zai started to feel uneasy, she refused to move further, sit still in the water. Her expression looked funny, then she said, the holes were getting bigger.
“How big?” we asked.
“Very big, dun ask me to stand up!” she murmured.

No choice, we quickly got her a towel as she refused to walk to the changing room to change. Must be a big hole, I thought. Before I can see how big the holes were, smart Ann had already thrown away the tight. Shit, can’t even take a photo of this memorable 紧身裤.

The next day gg to Genting from KL central. Staying in First World Hotel. I must say i was agitated by the hotel toilet. It is sooo small that a slim person like me can't even turn around when taking shower! We reached Genting quite late, that's why ann n i considered not gg to theme park ald, however, god bless us! Ann found a ticket in the bus when gg to Genting, and so luckily i found another on the way to the theme park.Actually, for my case, i did not find it, we purposely went to look for it. Thanks to ann's sharp eye, she saw a ticket around the rubbish bin. Was around 8pm something by that time, the theme park closed at 10pm.That's why we quickly rushed to the park and played as many games as we can since it was free!!

Next morg while pa n ma continue their luck in casino, we two went for the free breakfast buffet! Aiyo, First World Cafe buffet was like -_-''''... not worth it! Dun go there anymore unless is free.

There were more interesting things to tell..but i'm getting lazy to write ..So... just stop here.

An Idle Day at Home-Holiday Revise 1

An Idle Day at Home-Holiday Revise 1

A Long Holiday! 3 months, trying to put the pieces of puzzle, recalled wat ve i done for the past 2 months.

From 7-5-07 to 14-6-07
1) Attending class--Taking a module called' Western Film History' every Monday n Thursday 1pm-5pm... yup, absolutely rite.. 4 hrs of class non-stop, with only around 5-8 mins rest. Trying my every bits to recall wat ve i learnt.. act, not bad.. i learnt abt the 5 major studios. Paramount, Warners Bro, RKO, TCF n 1 more... thinking.. forgot wat is it ald. In which year is the birth of film.. do u know?... the ans -->1895. Yup, this i can rememeber vy clearly, coz these 4 digits worth a 10marks ques in exam.n some other, some other historical characters, old films which I am not really interested...p/s, i always dozed off in the class when the prof played the sequence of films, n when he finished showing it, i ll automatic wake up.I can't really remember wat he had shown just now. Nevertheless, i did learn something from the module, some well-known films ( which are not-known to me b4 that), such as ' Citizen Kane', 'The birth of a Nation', ' Singing in the rain'n many many more. I think, no matter which module u take, even like an artistic module like this, u would defintely learn something.

2) Working- Continue my lib job while taking the module. If i ve the chance, i would prefer to look for other part time job. The lib job is getting dull n boring. But i would not like to forgo a well-paid job like this, easy n in the campus , save transport n meals. Also, the lib staffs treat me well, Mrs Phua , Lina n Geok Huok, most important. this job's working time is totally up to my time management.. from 9-5, i can choose to work at wat time i like. But this also cost a prob to me. Last yr, as i was staying in my aunt house, I was vy hardworking, start at 9 and off at 5, days n days for nearly 2 months. But this time, as i am staying in the campus where time management is all up to myself.. i tend to work late.. from 9am, slowly to 9.15, then 9.30 then 10.. then sometimes, only afternoon session.Haiz, lazy bug. Total up.. i earned around S$600 for this vacation job, it is for my next sem pocket money.

3) Meanwhile, besides studying n working, playing is also an important element in the holiday.
First with family, with ah tong, ah kiew n see ann zai.. we went to KL n Genting. Stayed in PJ for 2 days in my uncle house. Wow, my uncle house, is a bungalow!! My mum counted the num of rooms, 9 rooms. staying there is like staying in a hotel. My uncle has 2 dogs, 1 is the golden XX dunno wat kind of dog already,named Mike,vy big n fat, clumpsy! Ann n 1 like this dog vy much.Always go to disturb him when we were free. Another one is the small dog, something like Chiwawa.. but i dun like this type of dog. HAven touch it, ald barked at me. And the big dog know how to open the gate.. so smart.
On the first nite, my uncle offered to bring us around the shopping centers in PJ. Before we can answer, my mum said: No, is ok, we dunwan shopping. Just want to stop at KL before gg to genting. -_- '''... Luckily, my uncle house has tozen of magazine n books, that's how we spent our nite there.

tired of typing.. continue my story in next post! just all for this. GG for dinner soon.

Okie!Finally.. my second post!
Thousand thanks to my dear sisters who keep on reminding me to update my blog!Esp See Rui Ann...
Here comes my second blog, titled" Happy Weird Family'

Tut-er found this website, n is enjoying herself to put our pretty faces on some funny photos!

<-- 007 Dadd

<-- Tong Tong Boxer

<-- Monster Mummy

4 beautiful SSSS " Sweet Sexy See's Siss"

Santa Nie

Pretty Yin

zuan aka tut-er aka piggy aka big tummy

Monkey Ann

Finally ve a blog .. thanks to my dear dear sis!! Muaks... a kiss to my piggy sis.May not make it as an open diary, as i think i'm not a person who would express my feeling, n my life thro words. Anyway, ll use this space to trace back my precious moments with different life stage of frens n of course my family!!!
Just all for the first post.