Exam 2

~ Exam 2 ~

Almost 1 week after exam, now i'm back in NTU to join Tzu Chi camp tmr....

During exam, that's lot of complains i wanna talk about this dreadful exam period.. but now... the feeling gone...

When i try to recall wat i have remembered for Neuro, Develop, plant, cancer etc....i know i'm struggling... all these knowledge have not yet been through my long term potentiation memory.. i wonder how many neurons cell died when i struggled to squeeze in everything to be short term memory... yet just the little bit can retain longer after 1 week...that's not worth... for so many neurons to sacrify in return to pass exam... that's not healthy!!

Here, it seems to me that everything is not healthy..Here is the 'no life' place, if there is better words to describe this place, i can't think of any for now. From young, their schooling time ll be just study, exam, cca, study, exam, cca.. and that's goes on until the end..the life is so rigid and' uninteresting, if you wan to describe..free time ll be just on net, com game, tutiion, all sort of classes, movie n shopping.. Yes, shopping, that's only thing that you can find here. 1 week of recess during sem ll be mainly on project, assignments, reports, revise, wat's this life?

Study is not the only aim in life... and not that u r smart , score As in every exam, u r good or happy. There is many ways to learn knowledge, but the worse way is by force. i appreciate some of my course lecturers on their enthu to teach us abt the best of bio, but sometimes i just hate the environment of study here.. they care more about exam n CGPA.. n forgot about the basic interest for study!

I yearn for the freedom to study but i can't find it here. stress for the exam result, stress for the future...

For a short moment from now, i need to forget about the stress study life first! I need to enjoy my holidays. I yearn for a great camp tomorrow. I look forward to the life at home, and now.. I'm enjoying a relax and idle life in the dead city of the dead country.. NTU is sooo quiet, no ppl screaming over the blocks ( during exam period, u can hear screams)... it's so peace ful! =)