Gone

GONE。。。。

Gone gone gone.. my recess week gone.....

sys bio project which like takes up the whole week.

viro review.. journal journal....Bio sci students damn pro in reading research papers, next time pass me a paper, i can find out the whole paper aim, obejective, conclusion, research target in just a blink of eyes. [I'm just exagerate, haven reach that level, but i think a few of our batch genius students ve reached that]

Then..wat else?? acc CA, send resume, FYP selection. Argh, dun feel like thinking abt it. Gonna remind myself to write down everything to be done n must do.

Anyway, manage to squeeze 2 days out to accompany my dad to Genting! =D. No matter how busy, must go back accompany my parents. Ok la, I admit I'm playful also. No matter how busy, I still have to fork out at least 45 minutes a day to watch 溏心风暴 2 ... wuahahaha.. vy nice. No matter how busy, I won't forget my promise date.. Mama-mia, Thai express.. here i come~~.

人生， 不只是为了生存， 还要为了生活。

活出自我， 活出真我。

七彩的人生， 就是我的目标。

不管多忙， 也不能忘了休息，娱乐。

所以，尽管玩吧！之后的事再来算。。。

Recess week 后，会看到不一样的我。

因为。。。。。。。。。。

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玩过火。疯了。。。。。。

SBS 是一个培育疯人的好地方 =D

Recess week 前，期待着

Recess week 中

玩着

Recess week 即将完毕

疯了。。

人

有个朋友对我说，我的EQ最近变低了，

常为了一些朋友间芝麻绿豆的小事生气，

不像平时的我。

我只能说，也许那才是真正的自己。

看上去是些小磨差，

而且对方也只不过是生活上的朋友，

并不能说是深交。

没必要气自己。

我气的是， 这事情让我看到人性的另一面，

朋友的定义， 以及被人冷落的感受。

我知道， 对人不能要求有回报，

我并不要求有什么物质上， 或利益上的需求。

我只是要求占据你心里小小的一点位子。

别怪我无情，别怪我无义。

我只是对人与人之间的那一份情，

少了些执著， 多了些戒备。

我不会做伤天害理， 背叛或陷害朋友的事，

能分享的， 我还是会拿出来，

能帮忙的， 我还是会义不容辞，

不管你是不是深交， 密友或只是普通朋友。

我还是我，

只是多了些成长的皱纹，

对这利益着重的社会对了些惆怅。

~~Some thoughts ~~

Back to Kt sweet home for the weekend and only realised Puasa had started. How I knew? Not by the news or parent, not by hearing from any Malay frens, but was from my own eyes. Hawkers, trading stalls filled the town area ( u must know, if KT is fulled with people, like a lively and prospering town, there must be something fishy going on). And so, the main town area, carparks had been blocked, those temporary food stalls, clothes, decorative items etc had replaced the former carpark lots, making hell of trouble to the people driving around, including ME! Pls, i just wanna to buy some necessaries, spare a lot for me!!

I'm not criticizing on the placement of stalls, I know the traders are earning a living too. In fact, I should be happy that KT seems to recover from the flood tragedy and business flowing in. But, somehow, I felt that the meaning of 'month of puasa' had been deviated. Isn't 'puasa month' supposed to be a period for ppl to realise the taste of hunger, in order to appreciate food and as a serving to the religion? But wat from my eyes, it created a situation that puasa month seemed to be a period where u 'starve' ur stomach in order for the feast waiting ahead everyday after 7pm? So, wat's the point?

I had seen ppl started preparing food for the nite feast from 2pm something, buying packed dishes from the food stalls etc, shopped the whole makan market. Then wat after the feast? Going supermarket buying stuff, preparing for Hari Raya, and this routine continues for the whole month. When the month supposed to be a taste of suffering, it seems to turn out be a month, emm.. ok, i would not further.(sorry for any offended statements, if any). The traffic made a trouble to the ppl too, luckily this yr the organizer made better planning, at least the food stalls are located at specific places. Not like previous yr, they located the stalls over the whole stretch of 'main trading roads', blocking ppl ways, typically like this is my 'Agong' road.=S

Erm...

Erm...

This morg supposes to be a beautiful, nice morning, but not after i checked my webmail.=(, was rejected by P&G student finance challenge program. I was not after the job offer at the first place, when u know u ve to compete with others first-class, dean list and finance specialist students, I just hope for a chance to interview or join the program, or at least boost my confidence that my qualification is not really that bad ( consolation, I noe my situation btw).

Ok, let's talk about other happy matters. So, my waltz n cha cha lesson is coming to the end, actually, i did enjoy the lessons, at least this is the first dance lesson i endure to the very end n manage to grasp up some basic skill. Erm, but for Jazz class, i think my synchronizing n balancing skill got some problems, sometimes i dunno whether to lift the right or left leg, n those stretching exercise, i can't even bend my body... shit.

And the harmonica lesson starting soon, but somehow I felt a bit weird in the harmonica class, senior ald but go there not knowing anyone. Weird weird feeling.

Btw, abt studies, let's put beside first... this is not the right mood to talk about studies.

Argh, zuan can't go Bkk cox of the Bkk political issues... Sien dao. Dun sad tut, jie said treat u go next time.

Forrest Gump

Forrest Gump. That was the first movie I fully indulge myself and that was the movie u never forget.

The first time i watched this movie was in 2000? Form 3 or form 4, not quite sure. I think i watched this movie 10 over times till now. The movie was about a mentally challenged man, Forrest Gump and his life. "The world will never be the same once you've seen it through the eyes of Forrest Gump", that was the tagline of the movie and indeed it was. When most of the ppl in the world is chasing for power and money, Forrest only looks out for a thing, Love, that's wat deep in his heart and never change. Just follow where ur heart is, and that's the road for u.

To be a successful man, u dun need an IQ of 180. To be the happiness person, u dun necessary need lotsa of $$.

One more thing for the movie, just check out the theme song, also called' forrest Gump' which i posted on this blog too. I believe partly of the movie success was due to this music. The music starts with a light and happy tone, followed by sorrow and at last, back to the happy rhythm, 先苦后甜， 苦尽甘来, fully describe wat L.I.F.E means.

My Un-do list

My un-do list

It's just the 4th week of the semester... but the workload pile up like anything... shit=(

Start of the semester, everyone was excited abt the recruitement fair, bank networking session, watever finance , career talk... Started to feel the stress of final yr... wat make it worse is the selection of FYP ( which i have not even started lookin on it). Isn't final yr suppose to be our ya-ya, relax yr since is the last yr we r in NTU??? why not just let us leave some nice memories in NTU b4 leaving this contrary place--> meaning Luv it and Hate it at the same times.

I LuV NTU... I Just hate the education sys here, i think the whole Sg..

And i LuV my new room =) eventhought at a $40 higher cost. Hey hey, I'm staying in Condominium Hostel lo... haha 高级住宅区, i called that=). I ve my room card ( Not key), ve lift ( vividly remember the days at Hall 9 level 6 860 room), ve 24 hrs hot water bath supplies ( last time: 7.30pm-1am then 5am to 10am) only. Wat wat's more important,, My bed is facing the magnificant view of Jungle+blue sky... Yes, imagine, sitting on the bed, ve a cup of coffee/tea beside, reading book ( hopefully not lec notes) and watching the blue blue sky, wind blowing on ur face.... A perfect day =). But la, if that day the temperature shoots up to 30 cel... then my room will become a bigger size of micro oven!!

The only thing i hate abt my new hall is the stove... wat's the matter with this electronic stove... dunno even when the food is cooked..!!

I think i ve lot of things unsettled.... but just dun feel like doin it.. my resume... sys bio, struc bio, muscle, virusses, accounting.... eeeeee.

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This sem rite... hopefully to be a fullfilling sem... took social dance n jazz n harmonica lesson.. I must learn something new b4 getting out of NTU. Highly recommend Pretty tuff to the gals!

真话，假话，谎话和气话

真话，假话，谎话和气话，你，最想听到那一个？

每一个人都想听到真话，但有多少个能接受事实？每每遇到不好的消息，我们都情愿传递者没有说过。推销员都知道，就算顾客有多么的丑陋，多么的难搞， 还是不能说出真话。 所以实际上，真话在某些场合，往往是最不能被接受的。

假话，假假说些东西来敷衍一个人，假假讲你很美，可是一点都不美。很假的假话，有时候反而是我们最想听到的。 因为假话的能力有时会激发起一个人的斗志力， 也能让一个人那天过的特别开心。 想一想， 有时，听一听假话也无妨=）

谎话。 谎话和假话的分别， 可能在于谎话常用在比较认真的场合。 我称他为：认真的假话。因为通常它是用在比较有计划下说的。善意的谎言，我们都听过。 刻意的谎言，我们也可能听说过。言之， 谎话还是有它必要的存在性。 但是，人们最讨厌别人说谎骗他。 有时，换一个角度去思考，说谎的人，不一定是可恶的，也许他真的担心，说出真话，你反而不能接受。

气话， 是比较反常的。 有很多种气话， 有一种是你真的关心那个人，可是当他做不到你要的东西，一股不爽的闷气，自然会有感而发。气话，可以变成一种动力来鼓励一个人，但有时控制不了，会变成厌恶。 好像有些父母会对孩子说些气话， 引起孩子对父母的反感。 可能父母的用意是好的， 但就是方法不对。

说话是一种技巧，在对不同的人，要用不同的话法。这是一个，永远我们都学不完的技巧。