Tired

累累累

一星期的neuro lab， 做得很辛苦。
不会用pipet，被讲。。顿时心沉了下来，对隔天的实验产生恐惧感，前晚还有点睡不下，怕害了整组。
知道越怕越惨，可是就是过不了那一关。还好过几天的试验做的顺利，只是拿不对材料，result没那么美。

is actually a small matter, but it's just confuse me wat can i do for the future. suddenly feel so helpless...

I would get over this fear, no matter how.. A life under constant stress n fear is definitely not wat i wish to lead.

You with your sad eyes
Don't be discourage

Oh i realise

It's hard to take courage

In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

make you feel so small

But i see your true color

shining through

I see your true color

that's why i love you

so don't be afraid to let them show

Your True Color

OoHh, beautiful

Like a rainbow

## True Color##.. i need a song to cheer me up.

I realised, rainbow is the most beautiful combination of colors. 7 colors, if you swing faster, it turns white..pure and clean, so wonderful.

I wan to live

a rainbow's life

colorful and free

I wan to live

I wan to fly to the sky the wind in my hair and the cloud on my feet.

o~~o~~~

By the way, i have set my target travel destination... Holland!!!.. Yes! i wan to see the tulip field, it's just too beautiful!

3 Weeks Left

3 weeks left ~~~


Scareddddddddddddddddddddd..........................................................................

Suddenly, felt that I didn't touch anything at all, although i did...


301= Neuro, killer sub... i doubt anyone understood his lec... worse, his lec notes...HOW AM I GOING TO PASS THRO THISSssssss..
305, plant plant plant....can i plant my head properly with proper nutrient.. so that i can flower something in the exam?
302, Salil Bose.. I LUV u, but i Dun like writing paper!!
306, how to memorise all those maternal or genetic transcription factor o!!!!
308, 309-, i love both of u the most.. BUt, i beg i can spare more time on you.

N... upcoming lab reports... which need to hand up JUST before the first paper. SBS--> Siao Bio School.

OK... stay calm...I ll need extremely help , luck n determination to pass thro this cycle!... So, wish me good luck, and my dear sisters.. on the important exam date, please lend me ur luck!

Thanks!!!! LUV u all.

Good Day; Good Food

Good Day; Good Food

Wednesday, 10-10-07, Cloudy

3.15pm, awoke, only realised Ann called me six times. Quickly rush off to Buona Vista to meet her. Still in a blur mood, maybe sleep too much.

4.30pm; we 3 See's family sis met up and proceed to our shopping spree at Bugis. I'm gg to buy something, i tell myself, everytime shopping ll end up nothing instead... After gg round by round, with sister gang as shopping advisor, i back with great satisfaction, a nice blouse ( at least something different, not t-shirt) and a beige bag. This is how my 30 dollars gone... Zuan bought 2 clothes for herself while Ann back with empty hand except an air-refreshner. ' No suitable shirt for me.. it's not my taste'

Meet Jie abt 6 something. Here comes our 4 See's sis gang. Most poweful sister gang; with pretty, caring & generous Niejie; pretty, sweet-smelling, n resourceful Yin zai; pretty,straight-forward n 'Siao' Zuan tut; & pretty, powerful voice n growing up Ann zai.





Going to newton to have our dinner. HAve long heard Newton 's hawker centre, known to be one of the best hawker centre in Singapore. Yet, Ann zai who stayed with just 200m from her hostel did NOT come to this place b4 and Zuan, the one who stayed in CCK, about 15 MRT stations away from Newton knew this place! After struggling through a high, almost unreachable over-head bridge , we finally came to the place. Waa... a great food aroma welcome us. IT is a large hawker centers with many stalls selling the same style of food. That's a feature of Sg, all similar things will gather at one place.We , the 4 food orgos quickly rush to get a place.

Slowly, our table was fulled with sinfully, great food! IKAN BAKAR, topped with chilli sauce and a slight butter fragrance; LAla, ( forgot what zuan called it, nene or something) with its stimulating, mouth-watering sambal; Crispy chicken wings; Local memory satays; Chaw Kuay Tieo; and thirst-quenching sugar-cane.

With all these finger-licking foods, Zuan seemed intend to extend her arm-slimming's plan. Growing-up Ann zai is fantastic, as the food quantities seemed invulnerable to her. Jie is the best person that nite, as she paid for all the foods;The rest of us, we only know how to eat, eat, eat. Even though papa said charge to him, but we hardly trust it.

Great food; simply irresisitible.

我的国家

越来越觉得，住在马来西亚很不安全。我国治安亮红灯，已是不可否认的事实。

从之前仓惶已久的掠夺事件， 到目前的劫奸案， 匪徒的干案手法以让我们不敢想象。东西有否被抢，已经不是问题所在，自身的安全更为重要。

才刚回家，就听闻马来女孩被残忍杀害的新闻。心好痛，那么小的女孩竟然要受到这样的待遇。这种禽兽败类，他下十八层地狱，我看阎罗王都会考虑不收他。警察叔叔们更加厉害，竟然在这个时候拿出冷藏了几十年的父母-儿童保护法令要提控女孩的父母。。 冷到~~ 要把视线移到其他地方也不是这样~~唉。 还好这几天的搜查有结果，否着不知道他们又会出什么把戏。我在想，女孩不见了一个月，如果警察早点做事，她会不会得救?

那个在柔佛关卡， 要建不建， 要倒不倒的新关卡局。看得人心很酸，拜托，不要再出什么招把新山弄得越来越惨不忍睹了。有多钱的话，可以不可以先搞好那里的治安！

我们的上下议员，更加了不起，从之前一大堆女性衣着分异， 什么the sexy dress is to blame 之类的话，到bocor 课题，没有一回是不让我摇头敬佩的，绝！没力去反。现在又有高人，（某某议员）因没付出国的car tax 之类的东西，当被记者盘问，竟说出：“Opps.. I forgot. Thanks for reminding me to pay" .. 顶，我们果然有不平凡的国家治掌人员。

还好，我们还没有像印尼，泰国，缅甸等国家暴动事情，真的是不幸中大幸。是不是要称赞政府的英明制裁，把所有事情能盖得就盖，能免的就免，还是应为被压制的一方，已经绝望，不想再管？

我，还是很喜欢马来西亚，这个拥有好多天然资源，没有地震火山，和我成长的地方。只希望，我还能属于这片土地。

Recess break

一个星期的假期， 不期望去那里， 呆在家 过着闲人的生活。

从星期一开始，就告诉自己，要早起，过得充实，可是往往事已愿为。

8am: 按掉闹钟
9am: 勉强起身

Use 1 hr to take breakfast. Slowly flip through the newspaper while taking a sip of coffee.
Use another 1 hr to go through my notes. The stupid Neuro %@*$^(*(). Meanwhile, enjoying the morning talks with my mum, of all sort of her sch and tuition stuffs, family matters, country big problems and of course, what to eat later.

After having lunch with papa, struggle to finish off the lec note but end up lying on bed or sofa. Switch on the tv, with all boring programs but find myself can’t take off my eyes from the screen, even it is some nonsense shows, that’s the power of TV. Lazy to online in the dizzy afternoon, can’t tolerate the slow speed of tmnet and the mosquitoes in room. In fact, just feel lazy to do anything.

Evening, have a daily check on daddy’s stocks. Sitting in front of the computer screen and watch him checking each stock progress. I can even remember the stock’s names. For once, go jogging with my mum. Initially, we set a target to run 5 rounds. Hoho, 5 rounds!!
After 1st round, well, so far so good. I was once a school runner after all.
After 2nd round, hmm, felt a sense of itchiness on my leg. The last time I jogged in ntu, I scratched till my whole leg turned swollen red, thought bitten by some insects. After clarified with my siss, only knew that it was due to blood circulation, may because I seldom exercise. Well, that’s true. They thought it was a common knowledge that it was due to blood circulation. Why am I not knowing that?
After 3rd round, started to feel numb of my pair of legs. No strength, head spin. And then, I said: Mummy, I go back first.
Heeeee, my mum ran 5 rounds that day, and she said her record was 8 rounds. Woohoo, strong mummy. No worries, Zuan ran 3 rounds too.

The life at home is laid off, is relaxing.
It might be boring and no aims, but it might be life that everyone yearns to pursue.
After a consistent under stress and busy life in place like Singapore, this may be what we want ~ a day doing nothing.

And now, sweep off that thinking. Must back NTU with great aims and ambitions for the rest of semester. Yes!! Here we go~~ Happy School Reopen -_-

Nice Saturday

Saturday

Today is a tired but nice day.

Research seminar class in the morg is a torture, take half of my nice Saturday.

Afternoon, gg to 3 places with Cs. First to Orchard, to repair Cs's phone, next to Farrer Park, to collect Cs's bus tic and to Clarke Quay to see the lantern lighting.

Orchard road, a usual busy road~ with ice-cream men along the pathway. Have been here a few times, so not much to mention. Anyway, saw a Bumblebee parking beside a hotel ;p yeap, Transformer's Bumblebee~






A real Camero Bumble bee, with the above car, look alike rite!



In clarke Quay, nice n beautiful light-up. At first, wanna go Chinatown, but today is the opening of light-up there.. must be damn lots of ppl, so change to Riverside instead. They hang hundreds of surname up. excited to find mine coz my surname is a bit rare. Check out the photos.








Felt that Sg is like a congested island, and we, the ppl crapped here is a bit like~~ Dunwan to say here, dun really have freedom of speech n writing in even blogspot, i dunwan to be caught. Anyway, whenever is a holiday, or even, whenever is the break-free period, the whole singapore ppl seem to come out, to everywhere, Orchard,I'm speechless, it is whenever full of ppl. But even with some small shopping centers : FULL. Clarke Quay, wanna relax watching lantern, they spend tons of money to do that, it's really nice but the atmosphere, too crowded: FULL. Food court, just wanna bite something: FULL, MRT: speechless, FULL , Bus: FULL. Sweat!Dunno where the ppl came from.

Vouchers Luck

Voucher Luck

I must admit i have some 'voucher luck'. First, is a S10 NTUC voucher, next a S10 Fish & Co voucher , and then~ a bigger surprise, S50 Borders voucher.. Haha, I love the borders voucher the most, now thinking on whether to buy Harry Potter Epi 7 or emm.. forgot the book's name, but i would definitely buy one book, " For one more day". :D~~ Voucher luck, voucher luck ~~.

Cs asked me prefer voucher or cash, I must say, for some small amount, I prefer voucher, coz if they give me cash, I won't use it to purchase the book or try out in Fish & Co, and that i might miss the chance to taste the famous Fish & Co dish or ve my favourite book. So , from now on, i ll continue and more diligent to take part in any quiz.. Hee.. Voucher is a good thing.

Upload some photos of my vouchers~~ Haven got the Borders one. so just the two