林峰 《愛·不·疚》
*收藏再眼眸，常徘徊左右
爱，猜到没有？
愉快玩笑后
能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太真厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后，或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全 ，衷心祝福然后...
就放手
放手，放开所有
彼此更自由， 放手...
其实我决非爱得不够！
放手，豁出所有
还有这个好友，已经，已经足够...
*遥远是宇宙
静静在背后
去看守就够
这种感觉太深厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动
挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全，多舍不得仍然是放手
放手，放开所有，彼此更自由
放手，其实我决非爱得不够
放手，豁出所有，还有这个好友
已经，已经足够
*放手，我的牵挂，找不到尽头
放手，寄望你幸福什么都有
也许，爱很深厚
而我，早看得透
放手，只可拥有
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是时候，
放下过去，
珍惜现在，
展望未来。
也许，
我早就不应该那么执著，
坚持在错与对的争论，
其实都那么的不起眼。
Friday, September 25, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Finally...
Finally, after so many round of entries of all sort of quizzes and lucky draws and watever, I won one. izit a sign of my voucher luck recovering? I do hope so. Yeap, my Shenzhen travel blog entry has been published on savvy traveller of NST which won me a staying trip in Parkroyal Penang=D... Anyway I haven got informed of my prize details yet.
Finally, after a dramatic life change of school term 3, the short 1 week break has arrived. I need some time to settle down all my work, reflecting of my teaching career for any improvement needed. All the feedbacks that i had received so far is either i'm too soft,too small to be precisely, my malaysia English slangs, no experience and my freaking pr skills. I realise i have problems interacting with peoples. argh...people management skill.. sucks alot...Surprisingly, my EQ level is high enough to sustain the students behaviours, which might explain why I'm still survived. I do understand now why they say teachers have great stress.. stress from teaching, stress from students, from your own peers and heads, from the parents down to the rigid conservative protection rules and education culture of sg. The belated teachers' day, I got some sweet gifts from students, but somehow I felt that I'm still not qualified as a teacher, a good teacher to say. When I looked back to my teaching life in New Kota, I had some regrets infacts, I don't know what are those but one thing i need to do now, is to put in all my efforts in this career, let it be my long life career or not, is not up to me to decide now. I just have to do my best and try hard to sharpen up my sucking pr skill. Buck up!
and and, a good news, we finally booked cheap air tics to Macao this dec. 5 of us except Nie jie, if she has time during the dec, then it will be a complete full family trip=). I sincerely hope and pray, this time, will be a successful and enjoyable safe trip (fingers crossed)pls pls.
Finally, after a dramatic life change of school term 3, the short 1 week break has arrived. I need some time to settle down all my work, reflecting of my teaching career for any improvement needed. All the feedbacks that i had received so far is either i'm too soft,too small to be precisely, my malaysia English slangs, no experience and my freaking pr skills. I realise i have problems interacting with peoples. argh...people management skill.. sucks alot...Surprisingly, my EQ level is high enough to sustain the students behaviours, which might explain why I'm still survived. I do understand now why they say teachers have great stress.. stress from teaching, stress from students, from your own peers and heads, from the parents down to the rigid conservative protection rules and education culture of sg. The belated teachers' day, I got some sweet gifts from students, but somehow I felt that I'm still not qualified as a teacher, a good teacher to say. When I looked back to my teaching life in New Kota, I had some regrets infacts, I don't know what are those but one thing i need to do now, is to put in all my efforts in this career, let it be my long life career or not, is not up to me to decide now. I just have to do my best and try hard to sharpen up my sucking pr skill. Buck up!
and and, a good news, we finally booked cheap air tics to Macao this dec. 5 of us except Nie jie, if she has time during the dec, then it will be a complete full family trip=). I sincerely hope and pray, this time, will be a successful and enjoyable safe trip (fingers crossed)pls pls.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Wasted....Argh
Gone.... $20 voucher just gone like that... wat the hell am i not noticing the deadline of the voucher!!!!!???? bloody hell....
Suppose to be a beautiful Saturday :).. Good morning gone with school CCA, I'm sooo "lucky" to be one of the 2 teachers kena Saturday CCA... -_-... Down with slight flu and the monthly physical disturbance... Argh.. Then got the shock news the voucher is overdue!!!! Wat wrong with this Sat morning...
Pls pls... just let me enjoy the rest of the weekend....
I may limit my blog , not open to public anymore... Privacy is one of my main issues concerned... I do not want to be caught by students using vulgar words here....
Suppose to be a beautiful Saturday :).. Good morning gone with school CCA, I'm sooo "lucky" to be one of the 2 teachers kena Saturday CCA... -_-... Down with slight flu and the monthly physical disturbance... Argh.. Then got the shock news the voucher is overdue!!!! Wat wrong with this Sat morning...
Pls pls... just let me enjoy the rest of the weekend....
I may limit my blog , not open to public anymore... Privacy is one of my main issues concerned... I do not want to be caught by students using vulgar words here....
Thursday, August 13, 2009
The First Month Pay
They say....
We have to celebrate for the first job first month pay =D
So, ther's a list of ppl i ve to treat, the See's family, the NTU gang, and aunty helen... ok, 1 by 1.
Some say, do not work for $$...but still, honestly speaking, money is one great encouragement for u to continue ur work...
The first month pay represents too my independence. my own ability to feed myself. that's why, i need a way to manage my finance now, the limit i can spend, the amount of $$ for rainy day, for saving, for insurance and for paying the loan=(.
I actually had a list of monthly intentionally buying list... let's see how many stuffs i have really bought by the end. My first n 2nd month pay is reserved for a lappie, seems unlikely now since I'm pretty satisfied with my 4-yrs desktop, let's reserve for other purpose.. hee
We have to celebrate for the first job first month pay =D
So, ther's a list of ppl i ve to treat, the See's family, the NTU gang, and aunty helen... ok, 1 by 1.
Some say, do not work for $$...but still, honestly speaking, money is one great encouragement for u to continue ur work...
The first month pay represents too my independence. my own ability to feed myself. that's why, i need a way to manage my finance now, the limit i can spend, the amount of $$ for rainy day, for saving, for insurance and for paying the loan=(.
I actually had a list of monthly intentionally buying list... let's see how many stuffs i have really bought by the end. My first n 2nd month pay is reserved for a lappie, seems unlikely now since I'm pretty satisfied with my 4-yrs desktop, let's reserve for other purpose.. hee
Monday, August 3, 2009
First Week of Teaching Life
I was told we couldn't blog much abt our teaching career thro blog, esp those sensitive issue of the sch.. so, i wouldn't write much abt my day & nite teaching life, maybe just some thoughts =)
The first week of teaching life was greeted by friendly colleagues and pretty exposed relief life. When i first entered the class, memories of teaching days in New Kota Primary sch flashed back. The students were not as well-behaved as i thought, I was hoping sec students should get better, not really... they just transformed to another form of discipline prob that u ve to tackle..
And after the 2 days course n dialogue session with the principal, i finally get bit steady with wat my career path, at least for this 1 yr should be. Whether teaching is my career path, i couldn't make a 100% promise right now.. wat can i say: I ll use this chance to hone my communication skill. Teaching is not just you and your students; in many times, it involves more than 2 parties: the sch, the parents, your "cute little" kids and your colleagues of course. School is a small world; u ll meet any kind of people here......
I always believe success of learning is not the result; but the process. So whenever the monday blues is back, I ll tell myself. Hey, ther's the chance to learn again!At least, it makes you feel better-_-
And i better get out of the house at 6.30am tmr!!! IT is rather awkward to join in the sardin fish's club with the students in the bus that spoils all my image ( u know, when u intend to get a bus, esp when the bus is just right in front you and you do not want to miss it, you will just run across the road and hop in rite? this is a NO-No for teachers, esp if u get in the bus sweating, then suddenly someone calling from the back: Hey, good morning teacher! At that moment, the whole bus knows who r u. Teachers need to have a clean, high, professional and godlike image... ( I wonder do I have any of these)
The first week of teaching life was greeted by friendly colleagues and pretty exposed relief life. When i first entered the class, memories of teaching days in New Kota Primary sch flashed back. The students were not as well-behaved as i thought, I was hoping sec students should get better, not really... they just transformed to another form of discipline prob that u ve to tackle..
And after the 2 days course n dialogue session with the principal, i finally get bit steady with wat my career path, at least for this 1 yr should be. Whether teaching is my career path, i couldn't make a 100% promise right now.. wat can i say: I ll use this chance to hone my communication skill. Teaching is not just you and your students; in many times, it involves more than 2 parties: the sch, the parents, your "cute little" kids and your colleagues of course. School is a small world; u ll meet any kind of people here......
I always believe success of learning is not the result; but the process. So whenever the monday blues is back, I ll tell myself. Hey, ther's the chance to learn again!At least, it makes you feel better-_-
And i better get out of the house at 6.30am tmr!!! IT is rather awkward to join in the sardin fish's club with the students in the bus that spoils all my image ( u know, when u intend to get a bus, esp when the bus is just right in front you and you do not want to miss it, you will just run across the road and hop in rite? this is a NO-No for teachers, esp if u get in the bus sweating, then suddenly someone calling from the back: Hey, good morning teacher! At that moment, the whole bus knows who r u. Teachers need to have a clean, high, professional and godlike image... ( I wonder do I have any of these)
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Monday, July 6, 2009
The 100th blog post!!
The 100th blog post!!
This is my 100th blog post. Congrat!
Anyway, this post has nothing to do with the title... just feel like scribble something.
Only until recently, I found out that hating someone on behalf of another person is the stupidest thing in the world.. After a small incident, I realise it is useless for me to detest a person when she has nothing to do with me, wat's more, she is even well protected by the person who has the most convincing reason to hate her at the first place, turn out? the other way round.
So, I learn to let go.. I am a sturborn gal.. but i guess it has become lesser. I learn to be slow, learn to accept failure, and learn to be myself. But still, ther's room for improvement. Sometimes, learn to be urself not necessary turns out to be good. When I am dread to go workin in Robinsons, I ll just be myself, then be late ther for at least an hr plus, until thee aunty shouting at me thro the phone. But, I'm not that irresponsible at all, since I'm workin on hourly based and I ll make sure thers is at least a person there b4 making the decision to be LATE FOR WORK.. . this is how I learn to be myself. Do when I like, Ignore when it doesn't. Even though I knew that aunty keep on saying my bad things behind, I knew that.. so wat, it doesn't really bother me.
To end the post, since is the 100th post, I'll make a wish: Wish my voucher n lucky draw lucks return.. ( I have entered so many entries for the straits times contest.. but nothing in return... so sad)
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