Holiday 1!!

Holiday !!

Is Dec again, the festival month and my one month holiday! =)
Everytime approaching vacation, i would ve lotsa plans to go about, but this time, i just let it easy go by.
The start of the month, busy for Cancer report...and then, the day before gg back to kt, make someone experienced my tortoise eyes... =P

7-12-07 to 9-12-07, I enjoyed an inspring Tzu Chi camp, the 3days 2 nite camp have brought me some new thoughts about life. On the first day, when ' xiao dui fu' Chen Han asked whether we have some culture shock of the camp, i would say not really, maybe i have heard some stuff about Tzu Chi before hand. What inspired me is the attititude of the ppl there. They all look so friendly and kind.. u can hardly find a place with ppl like this in Sg. I love the vegetarian foods the most, is delicious, really! The first nite was hard, i cannot sleep well with sleeping bag and the thoughts of waking up at 5.15am... How long have been the last time i woke up at 5 something?

I would remember wat ' Xiu Zhen mama' said about her life, the ppl around her and her family. Of course, also abt Chen Han, Pei Shan, Li Si, En Hui of their sharings. I was the sleeping queen in our group, not becoz the talks were boring, just for no reason, i would doze off while the speakers giving speech.. You must believe that i can actually sleep just 5 minutes aafter the talk started.

It is approaching mid Dec now... the rest of the holidays would be mainly on pc game, genting trip, sleeping, day dreaming, talk over the phone with somebody...etc.... =)... Add on next time, Happy Holiday to ME!!!

Exam 2

~ Exam 2 ~

Almost 1 week after exam, now i'm back in NTU to join Tzu Chi camp tmr....

During exam, that's lot of complains i wanna talk about this dreadful exam period.. but now... the feeling gone...

When i try to recall wat i have remembered for Neuro, Develop, plant, cancer etc....i know i'm struggling... all these knowledge have not yet been through my long term potentiation memory.. i wonder how many neurons cell died when i struggled to squeeze in everything to be short term memory... yet just the little bit can retain longer after 1 week...that's not worth... for so many neurons to sacrify in return to pass exam... that's not healthy!!

Here, it seems to me that everything is not healthy..Here is the 'no life' place, if there is better words to describe this place, i can't think of any for now. From young, their schooling time ll be just study, exam, cca, study, exam, cca.. and that's goes on until the end..the life is so rigid and' uninteresting, if you wan to describe..free time ll be just on net, com game, tutiion, all sort of classes, movie n shopping.. Yes, shopping, that's only thing that you can find here. 1 week of recess during sem ll be mainly on project, assignments, reports, revise, wat's this life?

Study is not the only aim in life... and not that u r smart , score As in every exam, u r good or happy. There is many ways to learn knowledge, but the worse way is by force. i appreciate some of my course lecturers on their enthu to teach us abt the best of bio, but sometimes i just hate the environment of study here.. they care more about exam n CGPA.. n forgot about the basic interest for study!

I yearn for the freedom to study but i can't find it here. stress for the exam result, stress for the future...

For a short moment from now, i need to forget about the stress study life first! I need to enjoy my holidays. I yearn for a great camp tomorrow. I look forward to the life at home, and now.. I'm enjoying a relax and idle life in the dead city of the dead country.. NTU is sooo quiet, no ppl screaming over the blocks ( during exam period, u can hear screams)... it's so peace ful! =)

exam 1

~~Exam 1 ~~



YES! the dreadful exam finally finish...

During exam period, had thought of many many thigns to write... but need to rush for report for this 2 days.. So.. post some photo ups first.. the Pre exam n Post exam syndrome!!



Before exam...

--> table clean n clear

--> note arrange properly

______________________________________________________________

During exam ~

--> table MESSY

--> notes everywhere

--> pc need to be switched off!

--> Messy , Messy, MEssy

__________________________________________________________________

After exam ~

--> table clean n clear again!

--> NO notes on table

--> Pc showing beloved program

** additional information --- these photos are taken by my NEW handphone N6120.. WAhhahaha.. Finally got back a proper phone with camera.. Muack Nie jie... nice leh =)

Short info on N6120

~ light

~ thin

~ silver n white mix-- classic beauty

~ camera 2.0 megapixel... is not a very good camera, but better than 6070 gua...

~ can store and play more music, songs... i can get music mp3 more than 1mb now.. Zuan, just send me any songs from ur hp.. i'm sure now i can ve more than enuf space to save it... Hahaha

~ can bluetooth.. finally.. after being apart from N6230i for almost 1 yr

~ 3G phone.. can play video call.. i luv to c my face on the phone screen =)

~ and more

DOWN

DOWN!! =(

1 week of scary exam passed.. but i felt so gloomy.
when you prepare so much but wat returns is disappointment, the feeling is sooo bad.
Genetics is a mess, .. maybe just to me

Have to bring up the study spirit for the next scarier week, even though feel so down!!
Next week, Cancer, Neuro and develop =S...

I praY.. n praY.

Exam1

Tell me...

How to finish reading + memorise
~720 slides of Plant's note +
~100 slides of Research seminar note+
~500 slides of Cancer's note+
~600 slides of Genetics's note+
~600 slides of Develop's note+
~800 slides of Neuro's note ( most unreadable)
Total --> 3320 slides of note! Each given equally 2 days time to finish.

Who knows, pls tell me.

Amazing

AMAZING !!

In 2 days time; I have finished

1. 306 limb lecture
2. 306 somitogenesis n hox gene lec
3. 305 plant technology lecture
4. 308 neuro cancer lec
5. 309 beyond human genome lec

And most most most important
i have accomplished the neuro report... Hurray, YES YES!!
This one really takes my life.. tons of journals to read...
Starring at the computer screen for near to 15 hrs.....Tired *-*

And this is how my weekend gone to.... Can't go out to play even it's a sunny Saturday and Sunday =(
and now. is raining.. hehe... hope to get a good sleep, ve been having insomia lately..=(

突然间

突然间

读书读到很显，一大堆的transcription factor, organizer, wat pie mutant, mex, ced, skn etc 弄得我很乱，所以写一点blog 来舒缓情绪。

最近比较大的新闻，因该是云顶的创办人林梧桐逝世吧！很佩服uncle lim 的勇气和毅力，才有今天的云顶。云顶是我国的奇迹，应为可能很难再找到一个回教国， 可是有个赌城的避暑胜地吧。

上网翻阅着林老先生的资料，无意间发现一篇新闻。

### （星洲日報•2007.10.24）（吉隆坡訊）雲頂集團副主席敦韓聶夫奧瑪指出，丹斯里林梧桐生前注重個人才幹更甚於膚色。他敬佩林梧桐是一位專注於為商業領域作出貢獻的傑出商人，並對林氏的逝世，表示傷心。“他稱讚我為人廉正，這也是他喜歡我的原因。他多次獻議我取代他出任雲頂集團主席，但被我拒絕了。”《-- 我发现这段话很奇怪，为什么在这个时候说，uncle lim 多次要他出任云顶主席叻，他是不是要暗示些什么什么。。。，


突然间觉得云顶过后会不会被政府半私营化，因为它是个很赚钱的工具。如果真的是这样，那么多赚的那笔钱，政府会用来做什么叻？ 一，用来改善公路。很久以前，我家前面的那条路有很多凹洞，不久前，终于有人来修路，铺新油路了！不到几个星期，却又一批人来拆路，因为要修堤下的水管，拆了又没修好他，毕竟不在与他们的管辖范围， 可是那条路又有很多凹洞，还飞尘满天。 不久后，才又有人来修路！这样修了又拆， 拆了又修。。

另一部分的钱，政府可能用来重建政府大厦，不过，有可能刚开不就又得重修，可能漏水啦，有白蚁啦。。。政府这样做，一举三得叻，又有钱赚，又安抚人心，又能帮助一些可能做着同样工程但拿几次收入的承包商。
如果还有剩钱， 政府还会做什么呢？可能，可能会送多几个太空人上月空，多好啊，太空会有多几面我国国旗，或者遗漏的nasiberrani 饭粒。

突然间，我担心以后在云顶可能吃不到肉骨茶，肉丸面，肉包等等。。。。（虽然我忘了在云顶有没有吃过这些）