DOWN

DOWN!! =(

1 week of scary exam passed.. but i felt so gloomy.
when you prepare so much but wat returns is disappointment, the feeling is sooo bad.
Genetics is a mess, .. maybe just to me

Have to bring up the study spirit for the next scarier week, even though feel so down!!
Next week, Cancer, Neuro and develop =S...

I praY.. n praY.

Exam1

Tell me...

How to finish reading + memorise
~720 slides of Plant's note +
~100 slides of Research seminar note+
~500 slides of Cancer's note+
~600 slides of Genetics's note+
~600 slides of Develop's note+
~800 slides of Neuro's note ( most unreadable)
Total --> 3320 slides of note! Each given equally 2 days time to finish.

Who knows, pls tell me.

Amazing

AMAZING !!

In 2 days time; I have finished

1. 306 limb lecture
2. 306 somitogenesis n hox gene lec
3. 305 plant technology lecture
4. 308 neuro cancer lec
5. 309 beyond human genome lec

And most most most important
i have accomplished the neuro report... Hurray, YES YES!!
This one really takes my life.. tons of journals to read...
Starring at the computer screen for near to 15 hrs.....Tired *-*

And this is how my weekend gone to.... Can't go out to play even it's a sunny Saturday and Sunday =(
and now. is raining.. hehe... hope to get a good sleep, ve been having insomia lately..=(

突然间

突然间

读书读到很显，一大堆的transcription factor, organizer, wat pie mutant, mex, ced, skn etc 弄得我很乱，所以写一点blog 来舒缓情绪。

最近比较大的新闻，因该是云顶的创办人林梧桐逝世吧！很佩服uncle lim 的勇气和毅力，才有今天的云顶。云顶是我国的奇迹，应为可能很难再找到一个回教国， 可是有个赌城的避暑胜地吧。

上网翻阅着林老先生的资料，无意间发现一篇新闻。

### （星洲日報•2007.10.24）（吉隆坡訊）雲頂集團副主席敦韓聶夫奧瑪指出，丹斯里林梧桐生前注重個人才幹更甚於膚色。他敬佩林梧桐是一位專注於為商業領域作出貢獻的傑出商人，並對林氏的逝世，表示傷心。“他稱讚我為人廉正，這也是他喜歡我的原因。他多次獻議我取代他出任雲頂集團主席，但被我拒絕了。”《-- 我发现这段话很奇怪，为什么在这个时候说，uncle lim 多次要他出任云顶主席叻，他是不是要暗示些什么什么。。。，


突然间觉得云顶过后会不会被政府半私营化，因为它是个很赚钱的工具。如果真的是这样，那么多赚的那笔钱，政府会用来做什么叻？ 一，用来改善公路。很久以前，我家前面的那条路有很多凹洞，不久前，终于有人来修路，铺新油路了！不到几个星期，却又一批人来拆路，因为要修堤下的水管，拆了又没修好他，毕竟不在与他们的管辖范围， 可是那条路又有很多凹洞，还飞尘满天。 不久后，才又有人来修路！这样修了又拆， 拆了又修。。

另一部分的钱，政府可能用来重建政府大厦，不过，有可能刚开不就又得重修，可能漏水啦，有白蚁啦。。。政府这样做，一举三得叻，又有钱赚，又安抚人心，又能帮助一些可能做着同样工程但拿几次收入的承包商。
如果还有剩钱， 政府还会做什么呢？可能，可能会送多几个太空人上月空，多好啊，太空会有多几面我国国旗，或者遗漏的nasiberrani 饭粒。

突然间，我担心以后在云顶可能吃不到肉骨茶，肉丸面，肉包等等。。。。（虽然我忘了在云顶有没有吃过这些）

Tired

累累累

一星期的neuro lab， 做得很辛苦。
不会用pipet，被讲。。顿时心沉了下来，对隔天的实验产生恐惧感，前晚还有点睡不下，怕害了整组。
知道越怕越惨，可是就是过不了那一关。还好过几天的试验做的顺利，只是拿不对材料，result没那么美。

is actually a small matter, but it's just confuse me wat can i do for the future. suddenly feel so helpless...

I would get over this fear, no matter how.. A life under constant stress n fear is definitely not wat i wish to lead.

You with your sad eyes
Don't be discourage

Oh i realise

It's hard to take courage

In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

make you feel so small

But i see your true color

shining through

I see your true color

that's why i love you

so don't be afraid to let them show

Your True Color

OoHh, beautiful

Like a rainbow

## True Color##.. i need a song to cheer me up.

I realised, rainbow is the most beautiful combination of colors. 7 colors, if you swing faster, it turns white..pure and clean, so wonderful.

I wan to live

a rainbow's life

colorful and free

I wan to live

I wan to fly to the sky the wind in my hair and the cloud on my feet.

o~~o~~~

By the way, i have set my target travel destination... Holland!!!.. Yes! i wan to see the tulip field, it's just too beautiful!

3 Weeks Left

3 weeks left ~~~


Scareddddddddddddddddddddd..........................................................................

Suddenly, felt that I didn't touch anything at all, although i did...


301= Neuro, killer sub... i doubt anyone understood his lec... worse, his lec notes...HOW AM I GOING TO PASS THRO THISSssssss..
305, plant plant plant....can i plant my head properly with proper nutrient.. so that i can flower something in the exam?
302, Salil Bose.. I LUV u, but i Dun like writing paper!!
306, how to memorise all those maternal or genetic transcription factor o!!!!
308, 309-, i love both of u the most.. BUt, i beg i can spare more time on you.

N... upcoming lab reports... which need to hand up JUST before the first paper. SBS--> Siao Bio School.

OK... stay calm...I ll need extremely help , luck n determination to pass thro this cycle!... So, wish me good luck, and my dear sisters.. on the important exam date, please lend me ur luck!

Thanks!!!! LUV u all.

Good Day; Good Food

Good Day; Good Food

Wednesday, 10-10-07, Cloudy

3.15pm, awoke, only realised Ann called me six times. Quickly rush off to Buona Vista to meet her. Still in a blur mood, maybe sleep too much.

4.30pm; we 3 See's family sis met up and proceed to our shopping spree at Bugis. I'm gg to buy something, i tell myself, everytime shopping ll end up nothing instead... After gg round by round, with sister gang as shopping advisor, i back with great satisfaction, a nice blouse ( at least something different, not t-shirt) and a beige bag. This is how my 30 dollars gone... Zuan bought 2 clothes for herself while Ann back with empty hand except an air-refreshner. ' No suitable shirt for me.. it's not my taste'

Meet Jie abt 6 something. Here comes our 4 See's sis gang. Most poweful sister gang; with pretty, caring & generous Niejie; pretty, sweet-smelling, n resourceful Yin zai; pretty,straight-forward n 'Siao' Zuan tut; & pretty, powerful voice n growing up Ann zai.





Going to newton to have our dinner. HAve long heard Newton 's hawker centre, known to be one of the best hawker centre in Singapore. Yet, Ann zai who stayed with just 200m from her hostel did NOT come to this place b4 and Zuan, the one who stayed in CCK, about 15 MRT stations away from Newton knew this place! After struggling through a high, almost unreachable over-head bridge , we finally came to the place. Waa... a great food aroma welcome us. IT is a large hawker centers with many stalls selling the same style of food. That's a feature of Sg, all similar things will gather at one place.We , the 4 food orgos quickly rush to get a place.

Slowly, our table was fulled with sinfully, great food! IKAN BAKAR, topped with chilli sauce and a slight butter fragrance; LAla, ( forgot what zuan called it, nene or something) with its stimulating, mouth-watering sambal; Crispy chicken wings; Local memory satays; Chaw Kuay Tieo; and thirst-quenching sugar-cane.

With all these finger-licking foods, Zuan seemed intend to extend her arm-slimming's plan. Growing-up Ann zai is fantastic, as the food quantities seemed invulnerable to her. Jie is the best person that nite, as she paid for all the foods;The rest of us, we only know how to eat, eat, eat. Even though papa said charge to him, but we hardly trust it.

Great food; simply irresisitible.